akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Saturday, September 5, 2009

I've moved guys and my bad
i posted the wrong link,
here's the correct one : )
http://aksharaconcepts.livejournal.com

Monday, June 8, 2009

wonderwall

All the roads that lead to you were winding 
And all the lights that light the way are blinding  
There are many things that I would like to say to you  
but I don't know how  
cause maybe you're gonna be the one who saves me  
And after all You're my wonderwall

the past and the future
they dont' matter
the likes and the dislikes
they don't matter
the coulds and the shoulds
they don't matter
cos right now this how i feel
you, my wonderwall

Thursday, May 21, 2009

aasaiyin mugam ni

thaenai maranthuvitta vandum
sirappai maranthuvitta poovum
vaanai maranthirukkum payirum
intha vaiyagam muzhuthum illai thozhi
aval mugam maranthu ponal
intha kangal irandum payanundo?
aasai mugam maranthu poche
ithai yaaridam solvaenadi thozhi?

when everything around you becomes too much to bear
your eyes will tend to close itself in hopes of better days
aanal kanavinilae aval mugam kandu yen udal yerinthathu
kadhalin peyaril yen thuyil kalaitha silarum 
visham paaithu vaedikkai kandanar
vishamum veriyum kalanthu uruvaanathu 
yen manathinul oru mirugam

" a moment of weakness reflects
 your true beauty and my salacious design "
dhyaanathil irantha sivanai mayakki yezhuppiya umayaval pola
un azhagum anbum yen thookathai kalaithu 
yen kangalai thiranthathu
mazhaiyil nanainthathu yen manam, aanalum kulir kaayavillai.. kaaranam?
a bitter sweet sensation result of your commitment 
to another's heart
unnai ariyamale ni yen manathil pugunthu idam pidithai

doing what made me felt good at that moment
does'nt mean it was the right thing to do
i knew that but yet could not comply
that's when my heart and head declared war
smelling blood, awaken the monster within
eedilla azhagum asaikka mudiyatha anbum
ithai thavira veru yenna vendum?
desiretemptationsfearsparanoiapiscesastrologyjothidamcompatibilitysoulmateagetraumagoals
kuzhappam kandu manam thalara, nigazhnthathai marakka thuvangiyathu 

as the brain chanted on screaming to let go, i did what was right
then you made your final move in favour of what was right too
but something went terribly wrong
vendam vendam yendru koochalitta manam
vendum vendum yenna azha thodangiyathu
puyal kaatru thisai maariyathu
manam yaenga thegam yerinthathu
thanimaiyai meendum anaikkum neram manam verutthathu

the cold turkey takes place yet again
but this time the heart mind soul body
is so used to it that it does'nt matter anymore
a matter of time will solve and heal everything
ithai yezhutha kaaranam sogam alla
its just a reminder to me and maybe a key to you
un mael kurai ondrum kaanavillai manam
kuzhanthai manam padaithaval ni, a goddess if not to me
i can only hope for the clouds to clear 
and for friendship to shine right through

i'm back to where it all begins again, a void
wondering how many more times will i be tested
but this time its my opportunity to prove to myself
i'm gona do this
i'm gona finish strong
pirava varam thaarum
iraiva marubadi piranthal 
un thiruvadi marava varam thaarum;

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

where i really need to go now...

Monday, April 13, 2009

sorry what's that?
COULD YOU SPEAK UP PLEASE!?

Saturday, April 4, 2009

oh no...

Saturday, March 21, 2009

ready to take that fall, a plunge so deep
cos at this moment I'M HAPPY