akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Sunday, December 30, 2007


holidays:
trainings
jamming
performance
Hockey annual general meeting
Happy Birthday Logan
West Coast Dinner
I AM LEGEND
Scary Movies
and many other randoms
i've just been lazy to blog about it
next year ok ;)

the light & the darkness
and i stand in between
how one girl threw me into obscurity, devilish deep dark secrets
while another, like a lamp she spread light throughout
but now empty i stand without both
and so i have to choose
for the year's coming to a close and i stand guilty, indefinite, undecided.
temptations take form and seduce like never before
yet my eyes stay affixed on the light
maybe cos i still can't take my eyes of the girl with the lamp


i'm not going to proclaim your devotee no more
for i know that worthiness i have yet to reach
my humanliness takes over forgive me
one day i will forge paths with you i promise
untill then i offer my character to you
things that mantra and tantras cannot achieve
let my strength and resolute character acquire.

the year's coming to a close
and i live no regrets
yet i know the dream's not being lived
going pro when mister i ask?
the music's not there yet
but it will be cos i believe in miracles
why?
haha just watch and see =)
happy new year everyone!

Tuesday, December 4, 2007


ok so i just recieved a letter from ngee ann
2 actually, one's a reminder *ignored*
and the other's to congratulate my hockey teams silver position in Pol-Ites
theres loads of pictures i want to upload regarding the tournament
but i cant seem to get my hands on them
i only have these 2 pics
and some other randoms of my hockey peeps
so there.


this is pebble chan. i swear she was posing

the trio
the picture speaks for itself

my nature boy machan



this is my friend Ng Sin Ee

she's not shy she's just arrogant

that's my glasses she's wearing

she owes me something

this is to prove she's publicly my friend*ahem*

actually this is very random

Monday, December 3, 2007

dec 1st- my sisters and mom flew off to india
dec 7th- my dad's flying off to join them
dec 10th- my grannie and cousins are going off to malaysia
guess who's left behind?
and somehow im not celebrating
cos its getting kinda lonely
and its gona get more chilly soon
this sucks.