akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast the truth
Don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in L.A.
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing
I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I'll never lose what I had as a boy
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

Monday, March 10, 2008

teeja tera rang tha main to
teeja tera rang tha main to…
jiya tere dhang se main to
tu hi tha maula tu hi aan
Maula mere le le meri jaan
Maula mere le le meri jaan……
kya bath.the beauty that is this song.
as if working alone from 8 to 6 is not bad enough
and having lunch alone with totally no contact to anyone
now i'm loaded with tons of work to do
this sucks big time. make it end.
i'm thinking of you
yes you, surprisingly
is it politically incorrect if i said
that i miss you?

Friday, March 7, 2008


iNCUBUS live @ fort canning park
opened by SAOSIN
incubus being one of my favourite rock bands
mostly cos of their very experimental kind of music
and also their technicality that most don't realise
and this is where it begins
most of them don't realise.
Although it was an awesome show,
oh and an expensive one too (127 bucks to be precise)
And the fact i got to be directly infront of the stage sweetened the whole experience
atleast that was what i thought
untill the crowd starting moshing and pushing from the back
lets be more specific
it's gona get a bit personal now, but wadeva
when i meant CROWD moshing i meant
dumb mother****ers with totally no logic or EQ
the mats to be exact and the occasional ang-moh/chinese/indian punkasses
no really, what's with you wana-be rock fans?
where's the meaning to good music when u start behaving like animals
thinking that pushing and shoving others and creating havoc is very musical
picture this.
take an idiot from that crowd. and put him all alone
then take a frail looking girl and ask him to punch and shove her
he would'nt.
but when all these dumb mats come together they lose all logic
and the music must seem to intoxicate them.
And so indirectly their actions hurt so many of them.
I know because i was at the front and i saw countless amount of girls fainting and vomitting.
getting thrown from here to there.
It's not that i couldn't handle the heat man, just think of the weak who can't protect themselves.
I'm a huge fan of rock, but after this i detest the local rock scene totally.
The whole scene was such a mess. Such a shame
That's just not what music's about my friends.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008


Kalaipitthargal Show
One month of ideas and 3 proper jammings
One shot at the road to music
And with god's grace i safely say
the best day of my lives will be from henceforth after tonight
the performance to us was awesome
technicality aside, i enjoyed the chemistry and soul
it was like icing on the cake to see us on the news
You know the warm tingly feeling you get inside
when you see your dream piecing itself together
hmm i think it just might be that i'm feeling
i've uploaded videos on youtube so please do chek it out
forgive the singer he was nervous :x