akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Yea it's true that you're the only one
but that's only for now
Yea it's true i did my part to screw up
but only cos you were mastermind
Yea it's true that you're part of me
but i'm changing day by day
I might be strong headed about my love
but then again i'm strong headed about love itself
and i believe in a magical love to come
that will surpass anything and everything that we had
because i stayed true
& you will never change
so i pray that life will treat you well
and i pray that life will never let us cross again.

Friday, December 26, 2008

listen mr. G-O-D
you prove to me your existence cos i'm sick of searching for you
i'm a gona spend the next one year doing the right thing
and i'm gona be who i wana be
you hear?

Sunday, December 21, 2008

gandharva


i've had enough
plastic dolls & limelights
i'm in search of you
becoming the true gandharva



Sunday, December 7, 2008

Everything's so blurry

Everyone's so fake

Everybody's empty

Everything is so messed up

pre-occupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl

But you’ll never take it all away

Tabula rasa

this is getting unimaginably crazy
i leave it to you

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Krishna Sri Hari Krishna

Jaya Govinda Gopala Krishna Krishna

Nanda Mukunda Govinda Navanita Chora Gopala

Govinda Gopala Gokula Nandana Govinda

Krishna Sri Hari Krishna



bam bam bam
back to square one.
this time its so freaking hard to get up
weird how i feel so stoned. emotionally
never wanted to be this alone
if you're listening god
i really need help
cos i don't know who to go to
and i don't know where i'm going with this