akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Friday, January 30, 2009

when you give up everything that you had
and everything that you could have
just so that you could do the right thing
you're gona feel lonely and empty
like how it feels now
but the warmth by knowing that what i do is the right thing
has to do for now
it would be nice if i had something to hold on to
but wishing is not going to make it any easier
DISCIPLINE and RESPONSIBILITY
i have to stop being a bum
i have to find MY IDENTITY

Thursday, January 29, 2009

My eyes are open wide
By the way I made it through the day
I watch the world outside
By the way I'm leaving out today
Well I just saw Hayley's comet, she waved
Said "why you always running in place?
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere
Please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
This is my one and only voice
So listen close, it's only for today

Tell my mother, tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

pandit jasraj


music personified
he vowed not to cut his hair till he became the singer he desired to be
his lust brought under control
but the 5 senses still slip away dancing as wished
the progress is good
he has renunced the way of life that any normal being part takes
for doing the right thing is deemed wrong in this age
impossible?
we shall see.