akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast the truth
Don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in L.A.
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing
I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I'll never lose what I had as a boy
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

Monday, March 10, 2008

teeja tera rang tha main to
teeja tera rang tha main to…
jiya tere dhang se main to
tu hi tha maula tu hi aan
Maula mere le le meri jaan
Maula mere le le meri jaan……
kya bath.the beauty that is this song.
as if working alone from 8 to 6 is not bad enough
and having lunch alone with totally no contact to anyone
now i'm loaded with tons of work to do
this sucks big time. make it end.
i'm thinking of you
yes you, surprisingly
is it politically incorrect if i said
that i miss you?

Friday, March 7, 2008


iNCUBUS live @ fort canning park
opened by SAOSIN
incubus being one of my favourite rock bands
mostly cos of their very experimental kind of music
and also their technicality that most don't realise
and this is where it begins
most of them don't realise.
Although it was an awesome show,
oh and an expensive one too (127 bucks to be precise)
And the fact i got to be directly infront of the stage sweetened the whole experience
atleast that was what i thought
untill the crowd starting moshing and pushing from the back
lets be more specific
it's gona get a bit personal now, but wadeva
when i meant CROWD moshing i meant
dumb mother****ers with totally no logic or EQ
the mats to be exact and the occasional ang-moh/chinese/indian punkasses
no really, what's with you wana-be rock fans?
where's the meaning to good music when u start behaving like animals
thinking that pushing and shoving others and creating havoc is very musical
picture this.
take an idiot from that crowd. and put him all alone
then take a frail looking girl and ask him to punch and shove her
he would'nt.
but when all these dumb mats come together they lose all logic
and the music must seem to intoxicate them.
And so indirectly their actions hurt so many of them.
I know because i was at the front and i saw countless amount of girls fainting and vomitting.
getting thrown from here to there.
It's not that i couldn't handle the heat man, just think of the weak who can't protect themselves.
I'm a huge fan of rock, but after this i detest the local rock scene totally.
The whole scene was such a mess. Such a shame
That's just not what music's about my friends.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008


Kalaipitthargal Show
One month of ideas and 3 proper jammings
One shot at the road to music
And with god's grace i safely say
the best day of my lives will be from henceforth after tonight
the performance to us was awesome
technicality aside, i enjoyed the chemistry and soul
it was like icing on the cake to see us on the news
You know the warm tingly feeling you get inside
when you see your dream piecing itself together
hmm i think it just might be that i'm feeling
i've uploaded videos on youtube so please do chek it out
forgive the singer he was nervous :x

Friday, February 29, 2008


AKASHIC RECORDS
Ok ok so the band's gone through yet another EXTREME MAKEOVER i would say
i'de like to once again welcome DON , SEELAN and MURALI for joining us.
We had our first official jamming on saturday 23rd Feb at anaki records chinatown
the place is awesome.
things are looking quite good. i'm not going to say much
lets just wait for things to unfold themselves eh.
but i must mention
1) murali's an awesome drummer
2) don's uncle wisdom always comes in handy
3) SEELAN'S CAR ROCKS!!!!!
see for urself la. AUDI CONVERTIBLE balls
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i think i'm stable enough now to do a decent post.
angsts aside.

So what's been happening.
SHARANIA LEFT FOR AUSTRALIAaaaaa
she'll be back in a months time though
i hope she gets me something nice haha

ATTACHMENT
sucks. Picture this.
8.30 - 6pm
NUS Enterprise centre
Job Scope: data entry (WTF)
Pay: $450 a month = $2/hr ( i get paid cheaper than a gigolo man)
Worst part is i'm ALL ALONE
no friends. and worse even if i want to mafe friends i can't cos there's just no one around
i'm just stuck to my desk doing data entry.
!@#$%^&

but on a happier note things have been going real good for the band
that shall be my next post :D

Monday, February 25, 2008

builld castles in your dream
and smash them when you're about to finish
thanks for waking me up

Sunday, February 24, 2008

hell begins tmr
attachment at NUS
8-6 weekdays till 12 April
and i ask where's my angel?
angels deserve to die
fucking hell they do
and i'de be cursed if my heart feels even the slightest for you
YES i'm a superficial bastard
YES from hence screw anything that doesn't make me feel good
YES i've inherited IRON MACHO lust
YES burn those who attempt closeness
your first line was enough to get me raving

FUCK the waiting
FUCK the opposites

im not saying there's no gd ones out there
there's a hand few
all im saying is that i'll wait for them to come and change my point of view
I DARE YOU

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
i'm trying my best here k
no really do you have to do this god?
you love poking at me right
its sadistic
wait till the end of time
or for a change of plan

Monday, February 18, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIKNESWARI!

Sunday, February 17, 2008


vikneswari d/o sukumaran
this is her confessions :)

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Thursday, February 14, 2008

left my wallet in the 157 bus
everything's gone. ic,studentcard,nets etc.
be an angel and return it to me
keep it and die a dog's death
your choice whoever you are.
yes i'm fucking pist
yes i'm fucking broken
yes the body's dying
fuck valentines

Monday, February 11, 2008

i try my best to forget and walk on
the hatred and poison helps at times
but tell me something
what do you do when memories like this haunt?
i'm not made of stone you know
nenjE nenjE marandhu vidu , ninaivinai kadandhu vidu
nenjE nenjE urangi vidu, nijangaLai thurandhu vidu
kaNgaLai vitruththan Oviyamaa
venneeril meengaL thoongumaa kaNNeeril kaadhal vaazhumaa

ah fcuk wadeva

Friday, February 8, 2008

NUS SPORTS SPECTRA
NGEE ANN TEAM A (kamikaze)
SILVER

so much of drama.
the wind was truly by our side
from protesting NYP's participation as they cheated
to scoring impossible goals
i hate the penalty shoot outs
but i must say i'm proud :D
cos out of 8 games we played, i kept a clean sheet
no goals went in, hats off to my defenders
in the end it came down to the finals
both teams from NGEE ANN met and the better man won
awesome shitz tho
but all came with a price
twisted the right hand and the nerves swollen double the size
im using my left to type infact
the pains a killa, keeps sending shocks down my bod
painkillas not helping either
oh fcuk the pain
how to study tell me?













pix in action


the ngee ann team A & B


video of the post celebrations
(there's a reason why we were shouting NUS haha)






Wednesday, February 6, 2008

i'm fucked for sure
i've already given up on my exams
hell's fury with heaven's way of doing it

its things like this that make it all worthwhile
things like this that make me smile
lets wait for exams to end
for the things planned out to begin
the jamming sessions, the late night chillz
the warrior to be training
OH SHIT
attachment begins 25th feb till 12 april at NUS
lets get back to studying
oh wait, i haven't started till now
and somehow i just don't give a fcuk.