akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Sunday, February 25, 2007

numb

Emo roller coaster..
Dissapointment in the morning
But then Cheered up by the smile of the Lil kids at the Temple and her voice :)
But when the sun set and moon came on,

A sudden feeling pierced thru..

I guess although the pass has been forgotten and nva to be told again,
The betrayal still keeps that wound alive
Maybe cos i just cant comprehend,
How something so strong could have shattered into a million pieces
It's made me numb to everything,
And that sux cos the love i recieve now is being blocked
As if a firewalls been put right outside my heart,
But i wana feel again
that only time will tell..
.thiru.