I believe

Yeap, another medal for my showcase :D

SHF Division 3 Men's 6-a-side

Silver

5 goals

Very very memorable for the fact we came with the intention to slack :P

But now my ass and legs hurt. And i got wacked on my hand. urgh.

And who would have guessed. Another surprise party in my hse.

Celebrated with my sis who's birthday is one day after mine.

My band. Her frens. and my yungest sistas frens too.lol

Was fun. in a childish way la. (we played wacko haha)

but still... thanks guys

BUT NEXT TIME... CLEAN UP MY ROOm B4 U'LL GO CAN!
WAHLAU as if some tornado past by sia

My room was soo clean untill u'll came

and now i have to clean up again.ARGH!

i've seen many

but u i can't let go

there must be a reason y it means so much to me

wadeva the case

i believe

and now. im strong enuff to wait

if i could fill in ur blanks so well

wad makes u think now i don't understand

and wad makes u think i can't fill these empty blanks?

:) smile my dear fren

for everything happens for a reason

and only good things happen to good ppl

so let's pray for the best

and no matter, i'll always be there =)

Dont' worry Be Happy!!

(thanks :D)

giridhara govinda gopala

Giridhara govinda gopala
ganashyama nandala...
Mana mohana madhu soodhana
hey madhava...
my fav
thanks alot to taalmenz
for the song

Siloso Beach
Been long, was nice seeing you. missed u :)
U're frenz are gr8
But the settings were even gr8er
At nite, just so romantic.
Was a waste u were with me eh? not *ahem*
haha soon soon!
and by the way... i'm glad you're here now :)

I can't anymore
i'm sorry
tried my best
but u just seem to not want anymore
those special moments of frenship
confident i din do anything wrong
puzzles me, the way things are now
am i guilty of something? hmm
i'm taking a step back
leaving it to you now and fate
but wad u wrote on my back
it's still there...
my dear fren

19

a trip to the temple

Performance at NUS

celebrate with my band

dinner with my NP hockers

can't ask for more

thanks to all

for making my day :)

To my band,

We know where we stand now

No use blaming

Let's work hard from henceforth

Performing aside

Lets jam our asses of :D

the preps

So we met
At shiva's house
FULL ATTENDANCE
and we jammed till late
day well spent

Appologies to shameni
my fault
just felt that everyone was there and we din want to miss out on u
din expect
sorry :)

Shambo Shankara Deva in Acoustic
Prema Ishwar Hai in Jazz
May the Love in Rock

Affirmations

Fri Sat
Spent at a chalet in Costa Sands
With the hockey family
Slacking Playing BBQ
Except for those akward moments
Could'nt have been better :)

But the turning pt came today,
After a tiring day of jamming and fliming a mini video at bhavans,
I had a long but good talk with my dad
Been long and it made me feel so energized after that
Made me realise alot.

It would'nt have taken me long to move away
But the fact i stuck on means only one thing
I am who i am, i nva change neither does my feelings
A long time ago, i put my hand out
And you took it and said u'll nva let go
My hand's still there out stretched
But slowly its starting to tremble too.
Hope you'll grab it back b4 its too late my dear fren.

And now i affirm..
To bring my senses under control
My mind in my hand
Desires banished
Goals set
Emotions silenced
uphold dharma
and resolve my karma
Put my faith in his will
And i walk on..

.thiru.

A song i relate to..

It's easier to run

Replacing this pain with something numb

It's so much easier to go

Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me

The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see

Wounds so deep they never show they never go away

Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

If I could change I would take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

I would take all my shame to the grave

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past

Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have

Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back

And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

Just washing it aside

All of the helplessness inside

Pretending I don't feel misplaced

It's so much simpler than change

(LP)

it hurts ma..

i wont deny, but i deserve it.

the first time it killed me ma

but i managed to get up with help from above

but now i got myself back where i began ma

right down at rock bottom

how could i have been so stupid ma?

Look at the guy in the mirror,

a face only you could love ma..

but u didnt,

which is why his life turned out like this ma.

i only wanted to believe i could be loved too ma,

i din mean to push it.

i treated it like a gift from god when things were smooth ma

then why did i have to push it?

but i swear ma, it really did seem that way ma.

and i fell for it

but its all my fault ma..

so now i pay the price all alone

but in my heart that very special place

for her will always be..

cos i loved not to get..

but loved only to give wad i could..

she's my estbtse ebra nerf

its cold ma..

my heart feels numb

but deep down my heart the raging fire

to succeed and to prove wrong the many

keeps me warm ma..

he's with me ma, hanuman is..

i pray he be my strength

for im stripped to my very bone now.

but i will..

i will be

who i wish to be and not who you want me to be

so there..

i'm not a perfect person ma,

but i've loved as much as i can.

but now this heart has learned its lesson

and it awaits its turn..

for its imperfections to be loved.

its dark ma

but im used to this blindness..

and its given me something i can set my sights on..

so once again ma,

let the story unfold.

Ya feel me?

Whether the audience could feel us
We don't care

Whether they liked it

We don't care

In the end..

We rocked our souls

And enjoyed every second of it

Although the whole group agreed

it would have been nicer with Uma and her trumpet :)

Glad u've got it back uma!

And so, we continue

To grow and to fuse together

Slowly, Step by Step

Till the days the of our glory

We be Jammin Ya'll

Sunday!! The best day of the week..
Cos,
WE BE JAMMIN YA'LL

So the troop met at 10 at bhavans and we jammed all the way till 1.30
Ofcourse there were late comers and ppl who din sleep the whole nite b4 (AHEM Mr.JJ no more excuses ah) but at the end..
All i have to say is..
Ma Pa Sa Pa Ma Pa Sa Pa Ma Pa Ni Ni Sa
Ni Ni Sa Sa Ni Ni Sa Sa Ni Sa Sa Ga Ga Saaaaaaaa

Oh ya and i have to say brice, your ideas are awesome so keep the shit coming man and here's a pic in tribute to you, my very own bitch :)


All Hail Brice Almighty

After Jamming the band put a small performance at the hall during ehv and then we went on with class, our first day with the grp 3 boys. wasnt too bad i gues..
Going back was a killer cos i had to carry the amps,guitar and effects board. Thx shiva for the help..
and yes when i reach home it completely took over me..

FLU SORETHROAT FEVER BODY ACHES

the strength im really gona need now..

.thiru.

Sat Sizzles

Soccer in the morning, played for East Side Boyz
Lots of MUD and I was covered in it from TOP to TOE
(The cons of being GOALKEEPER -.-)
Plus, i lnearly left my phone in the changing room. Phew.

Met the KPO Aunty for less than 40 mins, went to boon lay.
7 eleven then to the Pet Shop where she mingled with her animal frens.
And i was freaked out by the BLACK bull terrier that was raoming around leashless
in the shop. I love dogs but seriously this one's face scared the shit out of me..

Then i met Uma, Jia Jie, Logan, Shiva and Sai at jurong east to discuss plans for sunday. We had dinner and then played pool. And mind you, i really SUCK at pool but today, i actually WON my first game :D ok fine so i am a noob but sooner or later ill pick it up la!

Tomoro's gona be a long day
and i'm falling sick...

need the strength.

Your happines = Mine

So Keep smiling :)

And keep talking..

.thiru.