it hurts ma..

i wont deny, but i deserve it.

the first time it killed me ma

but i managed to get up with help from above

but now i got myself back where i began ma

right down at rock bottom

how could i have been so stupid ma?

Look at the guy in the mirror,

a face only you could love ma..

but u didnt,

which is why his life turned out like this ma.

i only wanted to believe i could be loved too ma,

i din mean to push it.

i treated it like a gift from god when things were smooth ma

then why did i have to push it?

but i swear ma, it really did seem that way ma.

and i fell for it

but its all my fault ma..

so now i pay the price all alone

but in my heart that very special place

for her will always be..

cos i loved not to get..

but loved only to give wad i could..

she's my estbtse ebra nerf

its cold ma..

my heart feels numb

but deep down my heart the raging fire

to succeed and to prove wrong the many

keeps me warm ma..

he's with me ma, hanuman is..

i pray he be my strength

for im stripped to my very bone now.

but i will..

i will be

who i wish to be and not who you want me to be

so there..

i'm not a perfect person ma,

but i've loved as much as i can.

but now this heart has learned its lesson

and it awaits its turn..

for its imperfections to be loved.

its dark ma

but im used to this blindness..

and its given me something i can set my sights on..

so once again ma,

let the story unfold.