akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Hanif's Hair

the new signing for ngee ann hockey
the infamous haircut
the take advantage of the mirror thingy
the bitch i've missed
ahh yes the wednesdays
CMA kills i tell you, but no sweat la i'm not phased
*gulp*
9-4 sch
sharania's drop by at ngee ann
hockey team talk
hanif's haircut
dinner at al ameen
poor thing sia hanif his hair really sayang.
hahaha nvm dei ms june jealous, after IVP grow back your hair
and then you can show off ur hair to her
haha :P
here's a short video clip tribute to you

" When you fear, you'll never know your true potential"

Tuesday, October 30, 2007


sometimes letting go can be the hardest thing in life,
but if it means that it will give happiness
to the ones you love;
than its all worth it.


astrology
true or false?
lets not question it shall we,
cos its given me some strength, some faith in prospective
no conformation, no compromises.
just the thiru that i am :)

first it was that uneducated whore,
and now its some mentally challenged hermophrodites
with a deprived childhood lacking roleplay.
You pricks dont get it do ya?
Thought i already told you uncouth retards to play it face-to-face with me and not use my tagbox?
But i guess faggots will always be faggots
So there.

Now i know that there are many lifeless souls out there
Who are quick to judge and ready to bitch
Not knowing its their own insecurities that they cannot face up to, thats toying with them
Or maybe its just that im their better half, and they know it eh?
Whatever the case, the problem lies here.
Bonnie and Clyde here crossed 2 lines;
1) Don't mess with gods. This is for your own safety.
2) Dont bite my friends just cos u cant bite me. Leave them out of this

And so this humble request to the gay duo, the next time you see me come right up to my face and say what you have to. I'll respect you. So simple
But i guess my testicles impaired frens aint got it.
Hence my advice,
Buzz of.

Thanks to fanatics like these i've been constantly showered with the limelight
But all this fame is getting me queasy
And so i've decided to take out my tagbox
So please quit the paparazzi-ing
cos im going private,
:)


Friday, October 26, 2007

Pol-ites have begun
first match
NP vs ITE
5 - 1

but its just the begining, lets keep it together eh?

"why you like that to her la dei?" he asked
irony, i feel the same way
but i have no control of the situation
and i just cant do the things i want to
so there
.

i'm looking for my emotions?
anyone seen them?
urgh.random

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

i hate wednesdays
its like going to war when i go school
everything turns sour
when i see the faces i dont wana see
honestly, i cant wait for the time i can come to sch in peace

killa instincts
slut.whore.bitch
agoraphobia
quickly end please
im changing
hanuman
bonds and attachments
love
get it?
i dont either.
well not for now la, maybe soon.
ill take my time :)

Thursday, October 18, 2007

ok i know you were expecting pix in the previous post
but my com's really being a bitch.
ill update soon la
grrrr i cant stand it
and somehow it all happens at a point when im in a totally volatile condition
it all adds up ya noe
my hp, my mp3, my laptop and some annoying homosapiens
spells disaster to the already frustrated me
i guess its the take-no-shit attitude la
there loads of random thoughts floating in my head now
but im too jumpy to address anyone of them
so for now i end here.

bbq

i cant put in words how i felt
in truth im actually lazy
so let the pix say it all
ill just leave u with some details eh?

venue: pasir ris bbq pit 10
date: 13th oct-14th oct
event: bbq cum stay over
the present: thiru,sai,shiva,kumaran,ragu,logan,uma,sharania,loges,sharma, sanjeevi,shameni,murali



THE US




the fartistics,

the edits



Oh ya, and the picture of the day :D







Friday, October 12, 2007

funny how you chase after the things that you desire for, the ones that you love
and in that processs you're actually running away
from the ones that desire you, that truly love you
ottam than ore ottam than, nam vazhkai inge ottam than
silar munpuram silar pinpuram
run ruN rUN RUN

back to that song again for the nights to pass

Thursday, October 11, 2007

indrani d/o chellaiya
u r such an ass

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love you'd die to heal
The hope that starts the broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
I've got another confession my friend
I'm your fool
So many things i've learnt just over the course of this week
The complications of relationships
So many things screaming in my head
That i just need to let out
Friday night dinner with pravin,vithya, valerie and shaza
Being able to accept one for who he is, now thats true friendship
And you've got to be a lucky bastard to have such a friend
Expectations only result in disappointment
So why then expect?
Sensitivity only resulted in cold wars
So why feel when others dont?
Master ur feelings
and maximise what you can get out of each relationship;
Saturday Night Aarathana Show
Thank you Indrani for the day =)
And it was a pleasure being acquainted with the RP Folks
Its been so long, and i thought i would be rusty
but that Magic Touch i still have
The joys and wonders of limitless no restricted freedom
to be able to be myself
and enjoying what i do best
Now here's the world for my taking
make me KING
Tuesday Chills at Shawn's
Shawn. Indra.Shana.Nitia. And yes me
Super big house, KFC, Underworld, Truth or Dare(urgh)
Simple fun.
Notes to the Some;
in a lifetime of giving to the 2 i loved
you've been the only sweet who gave me so much
the only one who went out of your means
in just a short time
but i want you to know
that wounds take time to heal
and mine's not ready yet
i've set fixed and focused on what i want
and im all out to take what's mine
maybe not now,
let's see what the future holds
dear machan,
no matter how big an ass you can be
i'll nva let the cold war take place again
cos you're the chellamaana fatty i need
to you
so look at what my drowsy cough medicine do
it made me over emotional to a point
i just spilt everything out in an embarrasing way in an sms
the point is
i know how i feel, and you now noe how i feel
but i have no clue about wad you feel, and i wonder if u you noe wad you feel
i'm ready to face anything now
so its really up to you.
and to you guys,
some initiative please
im not gona beg anyone for anything
cos i trust you're matured
just dont cross lines here
im not in the mood :)
I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool

Sunday, October 7, 2007

NP vs VJC

Lunch with the guys at jurong east
and then off to a friendly match

NP vs VJC
4 - 0

Saturday, October 6, 2007



After weeks of trying to meet up and jam we finally did
the Ngee Ann Hockey Club
showing that its not only about sticks and balls
we could have been more prepared la
but nonetheless it was 2 hours of messy musical fun

The ensemble was made up of;
Thiru -Drums (RAAAWRR)


Hanif- Lead Guitar Kengleong- Rhythm Guitar and ASS who blocks my face from the camera
Gerard - Wayang Singer
Nan - Bass
Pebbles - Upcoming Drummer and Vocalist
Ruz - Official Fan Club and Photographer






Now i'm gona show you a sneak peak into our session
Its proof to how badly prepared we were
And how 1 year of not playing the drums has made me suck at it
haha.

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

wrong move
and so i've decided
lets not go weak on it and stay strong

Tuesday, October 2, 2007


You enter and close the door behind you
Now show me the world as seen from the stars.
If only the lights would dim a little,
I'm wary of eyes upon my scars


politically correct statements
so learn to mute that microphone
for it is in solitude that fortitude is built
how fragile relationships are, i'm still learning
but i guess monsters best dwell in the dark
i'm not going to speak into the microphone yet
for i await the arrival of the angel
to lift this curse.
till then i ride on hanumad power.

Monday, October 1, 2007

KUMARAKHOR!




HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUMARAN!
So the machan's finally 18.
We celebrated his birthday at mount faber right after bhajans
Stupid dick sensed it la. But at least he played along.
hmm Sharania's a good organiser la
Hence from now on she's Akashic Records event organiser
And oh her mom is Akashic Records Baker
And her father is Akashic Records Transport Provider
wooooot :D
Well kumarakottai, i wish you all the best in your life
And hopefully you'll start maturing as fast as you roll on the tabla
Kyabath bro ;)

And yes WELCOME BACK UMA
hahaha
To the group:
Once kumaran's done with his promos we'll be having recording sessions so please be practising
And oh ya look forward to the BBQ cum Stay over :)
*whispers*
dont worry INDRA, i'll never tell anyone that i was refering to you k
;)
someone complained my blogs very dry
never update bla bla
so thanks to that lusty and kinky someone, who's keeping me awake now
im here to say that i've finally redone my blog
and im quite proud if it =)
you take too many things for granted
and i'm sick of it.