help please
i just can't.

Uncle Prem's Wedding
Sai wedding at Ruthrakaliamman
Bhajans and then ROM
i swear i miss the temple so
bhajans there have always rawked my inner
im begining to despise the mandir man

Kumaran and his NIPPLES

The US

And then off to my house

Uma, Sharania and Don

Worked out some pieces for an upcoming gig

Mr Teh Tarik dinner

and then to some random spot for random chit chatz

Don's cool.

Sharania vomitted. Too much of herself i guess

And my dear UMA

be strong ok =)

SCC - TPJC

The under 21s have begun
SCC vs TPJC
21 - 0
Next week's going to be back to back games

My cousin's 8th birthday

Gathering at Sharania's House
Uma,Sharania,Logan,Shiva,Sanjeevi
Bluff, Heart Attack
SORE HANDS -.-

soccer at fico hub's been awesome

but today was more than awesome

we totally RULED

hell yea i look forward to more joga bonito

i love these guyz

they rawk the socks out of me

awesome shitz

HAPPY MODERN LOVE

my fav =)

Reveal to me the mysteries

Can you tell me what it means?

Explain these motions and metaphors

Unlock these secrets in me

Describe the vision, the meaning is missing

Won't anybody listen?

Define the riddles of my mind

Nothing is really what it seems

how is it so that everytime i get pushed to my lowest
i find this spring that elevates me to cloud 9
its been scaringly amazing how life's been running these few days
ever since i silenced the heart and focused
and made my intentions pure
life's been perfectly carving itself out for me
helping me through the ups and downs
with a bit of prayer and faith
the impossibles crumble
its like a brand new start to everything
and i confidently say,
the best is yet to be.

it's like a timebomb
you know it's going to explode
but you're clueless as to when
and then when you least expect it.
No point banging head first into the wall
repeatedly
time for change, a new direction
it's been blow after blow
and physically my body's dead
sleep is the great escape
but i can't sleep, toss and turn
it's taking a toll
feels as if someone put their hands through my chest
and ripped my heart out
but since one door has closed
i'll just wait for the next to open

that blind thing called love

i keep falling in love with you

over and over and over again

yes i've got the courage to say it now

to face what i really feel

cos for the past few days it's just been you in my mind

it's you who puts that smile on my face truly

but when i look into your eyes, i see the future

a million obstacles to face

yet i would face them, if i you gave me your hand

and so now it's this fear of losing you

that's keeping my mouth shut

and now i'm in need of space to breathe

cos you keep taking my breath away

don't think you have the faintest idea

but i guess i'll have to settle with

just a mirage of you, that will do

i'll keep loving you ever and forever.

no change in what i said
no matter what happens
this will not change
cos it's the truth and nothing else
enough of lying.

EHV Unit Meeting at MDIS

The campus rawks

And i'm actually excited for ehv term to begin

Although this year i'm thinking of doing more

Maybe with the group 3s.

Let see eh?

But i must say, my am i impressed with myself

haha

Met divya and went for the NP Open house

She's a lazy bum man

Watched Cardinal Avenue perform live at NP

I'm really proud of them

Then off to yishun to meet Shiva,Kumaran,Sharania,Uma,Sanjeevi and Indra

thanks indra for coming =)

Watched bheema, sucks i tell you

Just bang bang bang bang

Then lastly off to Komala's 21st birthday

Indian Kitchen

My the food is THE BOMB

the party was goood

Kadhal Vaithu, Arabu Naade and Ilaiya Nila

3 songs that i enjoyed performing that day

All in all a day well spent

stop following me moon

ANNOUNCEMENT

aites guys
for the 2nd time i'm changing my blogs url
ouh and i'm changing my email address soon too
so please do make the neccessary changes
sorry for the hassle people
email: aksharaconcepts@hotmail.com
blog: www.aksharaconcepts.blogspot.com

I was so high

I did not recognize

The fire burning in her eyes

The chaos that controlled my mind

Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane

Never to return again

But always in my heart

I tried my best to feed her appetite

Keep her coming every night

So hard to keep her satisfied

Kept playing love like it was just a game

Pretending to feel the same

Then turn around and leave again

I’ll fix these broken things

Repair your broken wings

And make sure everything’s alright

My pressure on her hips

Sinking my fingertips

Into every inch of you

Cause I know that’s what you want me to do

This love has taken it’s toll on me

She said goodbye too many times before

And her heart is breaking in front of me

I have no choice cause

I won’t say goodbye anymore

this you don't realise

that i actually can see through you crystal clear

haven changed a bit have you?

sharania wanted it and so

my tag box is back

and oh credits to her for creating it :)

sunday morning sunshines weekly family political meeting
hail the gentle hitler dad standing on the chair
love the cousins and sisters loads
task #1: Weekly House bhajans
But really i'm in need of time
or am I? hmmm haha

just a call to inform would do...

[*InDix*] says (11:36 PM):
boring blog
blog abt me la
haha
it wil be more interesting

freaking thickskin right?

i call it beautiful love

now there's redundancy for love is already to me beautiful
but add lustre to it by defying odds

denying proximity,time and space to become a factor

just me and a mirage of you

that's all i need

learnt this lesson

never commit so easily, that is my feelings

i don't blame you

for I put my leg into this

and I got myself knee deep

it was me who imagined possibilities

and me who believed the impossible

altho your words did stir these thoughts

but i'm experienced enough to know it ends here

and stronger than ever enough to pick up myself and go

this annoying aunty
i'm actually very proud of
cos she denied odds
and came through with awesome marks in her tests
despite all the worries and stress and panics and rantings
which were totally unneccessary when I look at your scores
HUR -.-
yet i admire your hardwork miss :)

begana vaar unsay

i somehow enjoy dropping to my lowest point

cos i just did

which means i have no way other than going up

and i noe i will

artistic points of view im begining to enjoy
i'll be there soon

Every now and then you run out of steam

your aspirations get a bit dreamy and blur

You tend to lose sight of the light

But then something happens so unexpectedly

to put you right back on the track

And so this song did the magic for me

i'm in love again :)

1) I need to learn the art of soft and loving voice. Sorry unky :(

2) Please stop procastinating mister

3) Practise practise practise

Sing to me songbird, and teach me the art so I too can sing like you

toss and turn
i can't sleep
the heart's being wrenched
let it all out through tears
gaze upon the dark sky and see that shining star
make a wish for that angel

now hush there heart

stop screaming out so loud

why this familiar feeling?

a burning sensation that takes over

what happens when i can't help feeling this way?

for everything i have i'm giving expecting nothing

save me the heart burns

now see who looks like the complete fool

sharania d/o navalan

i shall take this oppportunity to thank you

for you don't know how much that simple

" i love you " sms spelt in a way to irritate the hell out of me

actually puts a smile across my face

and i thank god for the timeliness of ur sms

just in time to chase the dark clouds away

love you

the hearts not heavy no more

but the head is

i shall rest now =)

Hold up

Hold on

Dont be scared

Youll never change whats been and gone

May your smile

Shine on

Dont be scared

Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars

Are fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

And so the new year begins...