akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva

so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Friday, November 7, 2008

happiness is an interval
between two points of sorrow
and although at first i desired happiness
i've come to realise that too much of anything
is poison.
being happy tanslates into less practicality for me
the more angry i feel, the more i want to achieve
the more agony i feel, the more i stay disciplined
maybe the problem is the definition of happiness
i search for mine.

this is for you,
you who's getting closer
you who's becoming an addiction
i need to stay focused,
not because i like you any less
but because the past has cultivated
this paranoia
i was brought up in fear
raised in rejection
and so i have this drive to prove wrong
and i cannot let anything get in my way
yaarum theendaatha thendral ni,
in the end
i want you to be happy.
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