akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Saturday, March 7, 2009

indignation

amidst the "go-with-the-flow" sheep
one stands firm against conformity
it takes much valor to stand up for what you believe in
just cos' others do it, does not make it right
something that i constantly remind myself about
is the fact that when you're prepared to do the right thing
you have to be prepared to do it alone too
i've spent the past 2 years pinning hopes and beliefs on others
good friends i would say
and their failure to deliver took a toll on me
which made me realize that humans are selfish creatures
always weighing their ulterior motives
and my god indians are lazy people who love to talk and not do work
plus recent switches in values of people around me
has induced a venomous disgust in me for them
so like weeds in a padi field i've decided to pluck them out
yea I'm cold and hard 
but i believe in god's purpose of existence for everyone one of us
and I'm blessed with a friend, heart of gold
there must be a reason why things happened this way
there must be a reason why i feel this way
21 years of falling down and relentlessly picking myself up
will not go to waste
the question right now is
ARE YOU GOING TO FINISH STRONG?