Pol-ites have begun
first match
NP vs ITE
5 - 1
but its just the begining, lets keep it together eh?

"why you like that to her la dei?" he asked
irony, i feel the same way
but i have no control of the situation
and i just cant do the things i want to
so there.

i'm looking for my emotions?
anyone seen them?
urgh.random

i hate wednesdays
its like going to war when i go school
everything turns sour
when i see the faces i dont wana see
honestly, i cant wait for the time i can come to sch in peace

killa instincts
slut.whore.bitch
agoraphobia
quickly end please
im changing
hanuman
bonds and attachments
love
get it?
i dont either.
well not for now la, maybe soon.
ill take my time :)

ok i know you were expecting pix in the previous post
but my com's really being a bitch.
ill update soon la
grrrr i cant stand it
and somehow it all happens at a point when im in a totally volatile condition
it all adds up ya noe
my hp, my mp3, my laptop and some annoying homosapiens
spells disaster to the already frustrated me
i guess its the take-no-shit attitude la
there loads of random thoughts floating in my head now
but im too jumpy to address anyone of them
so for now i end here.

bbq

i cant put in words how i felt
in truth im actually lazy
so let the pix say it all
ill just leave u with some details eh?

venue: pasir ris bbq pit 10
date: 13th oct-14th oct
event: bbq cum stay over
the present: thiru,sai,shiva,kumaran,ragu,logan,uma,sharania,loges,sharma, sanjeevi,shameni,murali

THE US

the fartistics,

the edits

Oh ya, and the picture of the day :D

funny how you chase after the things that you desire for, the ones that you love
and in that processs you're actually running away
from the ones that desire you, that truly love you
ottam than ore ottam than, nam vazhkai inge ottam than
silar munpuram silar pinpuram
run ruN rUN RUN

back to that song again for the nights to pass

indrani d/o chellaiya
u r such an ass

I've got another confession to make

I'm your fool

Everyone's got their chains to break

Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head

Without your noose

You gave me something that I didn't have

But had no use

I was too weak to give in

Too strong to lose

My heart is under arrest again

But I break loose

My head is giving me life or death

But I can't choose

I swear I'll never give in

I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?

Its real, the pain you feel

The life, the love you'd die to heal
The hope that starts the broken hearts

You trust, you must

Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend

I'm no fool

I'm getting tired of starting again

Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?

I swear I'll never give in

I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm your fool

So many things i've learnt just over the course of this week

The complications of relationships

So many things screaming in my head

That i just need to let out

Friday night dinner with pravin,vithya, valerie and shaza

Being able to accept one for who he is, now thats true friendship

And you've got to be a lucky bastard to have such a friend

Expectations only result in disappointment

So why then expect?

Sensitivity only resulted in cold wars

So why feel when others dont?

Master ur feelings

and maximise what you can get out of each relationship;

Saturday Night Aarathana Show

Thank you Indrani for the day =)

And it was a pleasure being acquainted with the RP Folks

Its been so long, and i thought i would be rusty

but that Magic Touch i still have

The joys and wonders of limitless no restricted freedom

to be able to be myself

and enjoying what i do best

Now here's the world for my taking

make me KING

Tuesday Chills at Shawn's

Shawn. Indra.Shana.Nitia. And yes me

Super big house, KFC, Underworld, Truth or Dare(urgh)

Simple fun.

Notes to the Some;

in a lifetime of giving to the 2 i loved

you've been the only sweet who gave me so much

the only one who went out of your means

in just a short time

but i want you to know

that wounds take time to heal

and mine's not ready yet

i've set fixed and focused on what i want

and im all out to take what's mine

maybe not now,

let's see what the future holds

dear machan,

no matter how big an ass you can be

i'll nva let the cold war take place again

cos you're the chellamaana fatty i need

to you

so look at what my drowsy cough medicine do

it made me over emotional to a point

i just spilt everything out in an embarrasing way in an sms

the point is

i know how i feel, and you now noe how i feel

but i have no clue about wad you feel, and i wonder if u you noe wad you feel

i'm ready to face anything now

so its really up to you.

and to you guys,

some initiative please

im not gona beg anyone for anything

cos i trust you're matured

just dont cross lines here

im not in the mood :)

I've got another confession my friend

I'm no fool

NP vs VJC

Lunch with the guys at jurong east
and then off to a friendly match

NP vs VJC
4 - 0

After weeks of trying to meet up and jam we finally did
the Ngee Ann Hockey Club
showing that its not only about sticks and balls
we could have been more prepared la
but nonetheless it was 2 hours of messy musical fun

The ensemble was made up of;
Thiru -Drums (RAAAWRR)

Hanif- Lead Guitar Kengleong- Rhythm Guitar and ASS who blocks my face from the camera
Gerard - Wayang Singer
Nan - Bass
Pebbles - Upcoming Drummer and Vocalist
Ruz - Official Fan Club and Photographer





Now i'm gona show you a sneak peak into our session

Its proof to how badly prepared we were

And how 1 year of not playing the drums has made me suck at it

haha.

wrong move

and so i've decided

lets not go weak on it and stay strong

You enter and close the door behind you

Now show me the world as seen from the stars.

If only the lights would dim a little,

I'm wary of eyes upon my scars

politically correct statements
so learn to mute that microphone
for it is in solitude that fortitude is built
how fragile relationships are, i'm still learning
but i guess monsters best dwell in the dark
i'm not going to speak into the microphone yet
for i await the arrival of the angel
to lift this curse.

till then i ride on hanumad power.

KUMARAKHOR!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUMARAN!
So the machan's finally 18.
We celebrated his birthday at mount faber right after bhajans
Stupid dick sensed it la. But at least he played along.
hmm Sharania's a good organiser la
Hence from now on she's Akashic Records event organiser
And oh her mom is Akashic Records Baker
And her father is Akashic Records Transport Provider
wooooot :D
Well kumarakottai, i wish you all the best in your life
And hopefully you'll start maturing as fast as you roll on the tabla
Kyabath bro ;)

And yes WELCOME BACK UMA
hahaha
To the group:
Once kumaran's done with his promos we'll be having recording sessions so please be practising
And oh ya look forward to the BBQ cum Stay over :)

*whispers*
dont worry INDRA, i'll never tell anyone that i was refering to you k
;)

someone complained my blogs very dry
never update bla bla
so thanks to that lusty and kinky someone, who's keeping me awake now
im here to say that i've finally redone my blog
and im quite proud if it =)

you take too many things for granted
and i'm sick of it.

when the world around you comes crashing down

it seems so impossible

the memories that haunt and taunt

make it even harder

so yeap i'm on my knees again

totally messed up

but interestingly all it took

was that msg and call

those words of expressive true concern and love

from that chellamaana fatty girl :)

something so small that goes so far.

i'll nva say die

although im in a volatile state

things dont seem too clear

but im putting my faith in hardwork and time

life's fucked me bad

and now i just simply want my revenge

Blood of a Bitch

blood of a bitch
anger spited by the world around
The hoes and players
The egomaniacs and mofos
You don’t have saints walking this land anymore
So play the game like you should
Step out of the shadows and see eye to eye
Get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
And get the dirt of your shoulder
dormant in the shadows of my dharma i've been
for just too long
although i fear this anger might lose control
for now i do need this change;

Its simple
I hate the you're my bestfriend material not boyfriend shit talk
i hate the girls who just dont seem to get it, that some guys are assholes
i hate the egomaniacs who take advantage of ur kindness
I hate the assholes who put their chin up high by putting others down
and all this hatred just seems to grow grow into a nice warm fire
and so i feel dharma in this age has to be dished out in the most practical manner;

I know i can be what i wana be
If i work hard at it I'll be wat i wana be
Im putting in my utmost best
and im holding onto faith
patience is the virtue neccessary here;

the very sight of you and him that day
churned my heart mind and body into a senseless concortion of mess
you don't seem to realise the whore that you are
for i've helped you even by stabbing my own heart
and yet u took advantage and took a chance at medling with my heart
to forgive is divine
but i think ill just play the devils advocate in this case eh
dont worry, you'll noe wad i mean very soon;

no matter how much i try
i just cant hate you and put you in the distance
the things you've done hurt but your innocence shys you away from the truth of ur actions
i love your innocence
yet it kills me
i hate ur stupidity for he's a bastard
yet i have to be mummed like always
like a curse i love you more than anything in the world
but lets just bottle it up like a genie in a magic lamp
for i know its just not meant to be;

krishna madhava madhava krishna

brindavana sanchari shyama gopala

jaya madhusoodhana jaya nandalala

jhulana jhuley merey sai nandalala

sometimes krishna, i wonder why?

and what's wrong?

but i guess i'll just never know.

and oh btw, if you're gona quote me as emo, FUCK YOU :)

weeks
and weeks
of jamming
and practising
and it all comes down to tomorrow.
and after today's sound check
i'm riding high on waves of hope.
akashic records.
make or break

This weeks review;

MONDAY
Gym

TUESDAY
Happy birthday BRICE
Cineleisure with brice and lynn
SCC Training

WEDNESDAY
Secret
Ngee Ann Training

THURSDAY
Gym
Went to watch Ratatouille with the Hockey Peeps

FRIDAY
Jamming with Sai
NP Pitch Training

SATURDAY
Hangover induced by 5 days of consecutive working out
the aunty's gone.hmmm