happy birthday sin :)

this silence is deafening

if everyone in the world decided to stay mum and keep quiet

about how they feel, keeping tight about their emotions

gah. i rather my body cold and lifeless.dead than be in such a world

whether you realise, i don't know

for the things that you dont say

will hurt more than the things you say

expectations aside, i'm human too eh?

my will to give you thins out slowly

cos basically,

this silence is deafening

muse-ic

i'm dreaming of somethings now...

im going in search of you hanuman...

akhanda bhajans

Kumaran playing the naaal

mr. govindalu playing the flute

yet another of my gif creations, owing to my boredom. and my new phone of cos.

முழு நிலவெ மறைந்துவிதட்டாய்
ரசிக்க விடாமல் தவிக்க விட்டாய்
இரவுகள் தொரும் ஏங்குகிரேன்
பகலில் தானடி தூங்குகிரேன்...

the effect dreams have on you,
to make you shudder and wake up in cold sweat
not the typical ones with monsters chasing you
but the reality ones,
the ones with demons from your past never letting go.

the more i think of it the more it makes me sick
how you give love such a bad name
just cause your hormones go wild and crave for the unthinkable
you lower yourself to the state of an animal
how in the world did you think you could escape with all this
don't you know your karma will come finding you
and you will have to pay for all that you do?

my blood boils when i look around

and i see what i expected taking place

but im powerless to do or undo, to help you

clueless on what to do

my ego's screaming

but im pretending deaf now

only to see you happy

let the wounds open once again

and bleed all out

for the next stitches

will be stronger

நென்ஜே நென்ஜே நினைந்துவிடு
நிகழ்ந்ததை மறந்துவிடு

i'm looking for my deepavali

morning bhajans

afternoon visit by the hockey peeps

evening realisations

Mookam karoti vaachaalam

Pangum langhayatey girim

Yatkripaa tamaham vandey

Paramaananda Maadhavam

Rania Rania

Rania's Pre Deepavali Gathering at her house
and surprisiginly, for a place that SHE lives in
its quite neat and fashionable
bet she was no part of it la
her cookies.hmmm. ok la nice la
sharania's quite hospitable in fact
except for the part that violent godzilla pushed me down
and aggrevated my knee injury.

you shout you insult
you put down you find fault
yes yes yes
spin spin spin spin spin
out of control
jack of all trades, master of none
predicament

NP vs NYP

2 - 3

hmmm.gah

no comments im tired

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

nice right?

haha haniff's feminine poses

notes:

1) i love that balleilakka song

2) indrani d/o chills i do not look like teletubbies and yes u're a jealous ass.

gifs

haha a new hockey player in the making

i used these 2 monkeys to test out the new functions in my phone

and look what i created.

but the 1st prize goes to my edit of the dayyes ladies and gentlemani created a monster.

issues:
friends family tutorials music hockey love
environment that changes your character
im still conforming,
but to a point the changes become radical
then expectations come in
like a noose around your neck
every moment tightening its hold
shucks i'm bad at this
and everything will spin out of control
real soon.

indra and her kaama-fied sounds tsk tsk.

deeps is drawing near

and so the daunting task of cleaning my room i took upon

but it paid of quite well

cos i just added a new amplifier with 2 big speakers into my room

you can see 3 of the 6 here with the 2 amps that i have and my cracked laptop

perfect for jamming :D

this 2 are gay i tell you. seriously

they took so damn long to decide what they wanted to eat

all cos gerards super fussy. too spicy la. too hot la

training.training.training

i need to jam seriously, i'm itching

and i need to clarke quay soon

real soon.

vested interests
it was just a try. chinna gamble i took.
but after i get that faded black jeans
i'm going back to chillax ready.

kama-fied he said
come to think of it its true,
but such is the plight of girls these days
wadeva happened to bharathi kanda puthumai pen man?
honestly, i miss that innocent love

SP

NP vs SP
2 - 0
but i dont see the team i saw last thursday.
thank god we didnt pay the price for complacency
next up, NYP

the band needs a new keyboardist
any takers?

Hanif's Hair

the new signing for ngee ann hockey
the infamous haircut
the take advantage of the mirror thingy
the bitch i've missed

ahh yes the wednesdays

CMA kills i tell you, but no sweat la i'm not phased

*gulp*

9-4 sch

sharania's drop by at ngee ann

hockey team talk

hanif's haircut

dinner at al ameen

poor thing sia hanif his hair really sayang.

hahaha nvm dei ms june jealous, after IVP grow back your hair

and then you can show off ur hair to her

haha :P

here's a short video clip tribute to you

" When you fear, you'll never know your true potential"

sometimes letting go can be the hardest thing in life,
but if it means that it will give happiness
to the ones you love;
than its all worth it.

astrology
true or false?
lets not question it shall we,
cos its given me some strength, some faith in prospective
no conformation, no compromises.
just the thiru that i am :)

first it was that uneducated whore,
and now its some mentally challenged hermophrodites
with a deprived childhood lacking roleplay.
You pricks dont get it do ya?
Thought i already told you uncouth retards to play it face-to-face with me and not use my tagbox?
But i guess faggots will always be faggots
So there.

Now i know that there are many lifeless souls out there
Who are quick to judge and ready to bitch
Not knowing its their own insecurities that they cannot face up to, thats toying with them
Or maybe its just that im their better half, and they know it eh?
Whatever the case, the problem lies here.
Bonnie and Clyde here crossed 2 lines;
1) Don't mess with gods. This is for your own safety.
2) Dont bite my friends just cos u cant bite me. Leave them out of this

And so this humble request to the gay duo, the next time you see me come right up to my face and say what you have to. I'll respect you. So simple
But i guess my testicles impaired frens aint got it.
Hence my advice,
Buzz of.

Thanks to fanatics like these i've been constantly showered with the limelight
But all this fame is getting me queasy
And so i've decided to take out my tagbox
So please quit the paparazzi-ing
cos im going private,
:)