akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Thursday, May 3, 2007

stone

Attempted to bring the dead back to alive
FAILED.
feel bad for her.

but then i still managed to:
Sharon :D:D:D:D
Chilli crew top from TOPMAN
Black Wrist Band
Coffee Bean frappucino
Han's chocolate truffle Cake
but most importantly,
a day with that chilli padi to rem :)

time, money and energy
so much spent on you
i don't noe why but when it comes to you
i just can't control myself, i just feel like giving u my all
but there's this fear.
a fear of repeatance, history becoming present
you'll never feel the same way as i do
and i can't afford to feel that pain again
i need to be in control

$$$$
i don't wana ask dad
feel bad for he's tight
but im going broke too
help god :x