coming back

its been long since i posted.
i think theres so much going around i lost control
nth big this week. just the usual trainings and studying for common tests.
urgh

but emotionally, there seems to be a baggage.
im in a state i hate to be in. one where i feel vulnerable
but its a phase and i noe it'll pass.
and i've made changes in my life to deal with it.
and now i shall attempt to release this negativity in me by writing it out

anger.
stop being so fake cos i can see thru you
all the sweet talk means no shit to me
cos u're not sincere and i noe that :)
i only moved away cos u were doing something wrong
and i foresaw everything.
pls dont try to put the shit on me now.
cos it wont take me long to lash back :)
stop pushing me, dont antagonise me
ur sarcastic comments dont make u smart
slowly but surely
i'll see you eye to eye :)
i'm honoured by the amount of attention you girls are giving me
although i dont really need ur bad mouthing
pls find some other topic to talk abt :)
stop thinking abt yourself cos thats not what the worlds only about
everyone has feelings and needs too
but u dont seem to understand.
wake up bro. :)
we were given the opportunity and potential
to be different from the rest
lets not screw it up guys :)