present

there comes a point in my life
when the contorted mixture of feelings;
untold sorrow.betrayal.anger.fear.insecurities.
become a fixed constant. a straight line
and i learn to silence the feeling,
but dont be fooled. for its there. only invisible to the naked eye.
but wait.
i'm actually smiling :)
cos i'm slowly mastering the art
of harnessing the energy that drives this feeling
and use it for the better
fool this ain't emo;
cos i bet u wouldnt last more than a few steps
in my shoes.
you run and hide from the past.
but i was raised in such as to never forget the one i loved.
and my heart still feels the same way.
one day the truth will blow up.
and then you'll realise. only maybe when im gone.

but when the past is pain
and the future is dark
dont put your leg, each on one end
and pee on the present.
Live in the present, and make every sec count.
Do your shit and fear not.
For your promised rainbow will come soon :)
(and that my dear is the logic of the Just Past, Far Present & Near Future)