akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Yea it's true that you're the only one
but that's only for now
Yea it's true i did my part to screw up
but only cos you were mastermind
Yea it's true that you're part of me
but i'm changing day by day
I might be strong headed about my love
but then again i'm strong headed about love itself
and i believe in a magical love to come
that will surpass anything and everything that we had
because i stayed true
& you will never change
so i pray that life will treat you well
and i pray that life will never let us cross again.

Friday, December 26, 2008

listen mr. G-O-D
you prove to me your existence cos i'm sick of searching for you
i'm a gona spend the next one year doing the right thing
and i'm gona be who i wana be
you hear?

Sunday, December 21, 2008

gandharva


i've had enough
plastic dolls & limelights
i'm in search of you
becoming the true gandharva



Sunday, December 7, 2008

Everything's so blurry

Everyone's so fake

Everybody's empty

Everything is so messed up

pre-occupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl

But you’ll never take it all away

Tabula rasa

this is getting unimaginably crazy
i leave it to you

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Krishna Sri Hari Krishna

Jaya Govinda Gopala Krishna Krishna

Nanda Mukunda Govinda Navanita Chora Gopala

Govinda Gopala Gokula Nandana Govinda

Krishna Sri Hari Krishna



bam bam bam
back to square one.
this time its so freaking hard to get up
weird how i feel so stoned. emotionally
never wanted to be this alone
if you're listening god
i really need help
cos i don't know who to go to
and i don't know where i'm going with this

Thursday, November 27, 2008



All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow


Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me


And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world Mad world

Mind Body Soul
worn out and tired.
The back's killing.
The heart's unrest.
The guilt pricks.
I'll let you be who you are,
if you promise to let me be who i am.
In the end, i rather have one who truly cares
then a thousand bystanders.

Friday, November 14, 2008

saraswati sastra kala maya roopini
charukesi devi ma
vidya vahini buddhi pradayini
bharatha lalitha sri devi
jaya maa

tabula rasa

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
nothing else matters

TABULA RASA
1.a mind not yet affected by experiences, impressions, etc.
2. anything existing undisturbed in its original pure state.
3 .an opportunity to start over without prejudice

I'm asking myself now
how long more can i keep this up?
feeling hurting trying denying
god i really want to just let go of everything
not get affected by anything that happens around me
abolish nostalgic moments that hurt
the drive is blurred
by sex love and hate
eliminate melancholy
god show me the way
stop me from thinking and make me do
for the past to be forgotten
and a new tale to be told.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

THIS I SWEAR

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

as one door closes
another opens
sometimes i wonder
why these things happen
but i'm happy now
for whats become
amidst this distorted noise
you're a soft melodious hum


Saturday, November 8, 2008

telephone conversation
friendster message
msn offline message
+
scantily clad booty shaking samba dancers
flirtatious bimbotic co-ordinator
+
SUPER Early morning music conversation
=
thiru's confused and needs some time to think.

Friday, November 7, 2008

happiness is an interval
between two points of sorrow
and although at first i desired happiness
i've come to realise that too much of anything
is poison.
being happy tanslates into less practicality for me
the more angry i feel, the more i want to achieve
the more agony i feel, the more i stay disciplined
maybe the problem is the definition of happiness
i search for mine.

this is for you,
you who's getting closer
you who's becoming an addiction
i need to stay focused,
not because i like you any less
but because the past has cultivated
this paranoia
i was brought up in fear
raised in rejection
and so i have this drive to prove wrong
and i cannot let anything get in my way
yaarum theendaatha thendral ni,
in the end
i want you to be happy.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

rip my heart out and throw it away
cos i've had enough.
I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
over the weeks whatever happened
changed the way i am now
this is the period where god exists
or atleast i become more aware of him
i become stronger and more focused
and as i stood infront of her chariot
i made those vows, in hope that she would guide
like the tree that provides shade to others
without caring about itself
i've begun to stop telling my problems and worries
keeping it locked inside
throwing them into the fire that burns in my heart
only to let let it burn brighter and higher
the flames keep me warm
i've seen my kindness been betrayed
and i've learnt to give to he who deserves
i've set my sights on the goal
i'm not looking back
and i'm not gona tell you either.

god i pray
without doubt i am as human as i can get
and as much as i try
my heart, mind and eyes cant help but to wander
i must remind you that i too have feelings
and that i too can fall
but i take this opportunity to thank you
for the friends/band you have given
for they mean everything to me.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

in the name of god.

I stumbled upon these 3 clips, 2 by a Christian from India and one by a westerner.

Watching these clips left me in a state of total confusion. Anger, rage with a need to prove wrong but at the same time to forgive and to understand. Yet more importantly to just ignore such people and not get affected. A very bad concoction I should say.

It’s ok to believe in what you believe, but just don’t look down on what others believe. One person’s mistake should not reflect upon the whole. If your god said love all and at the same time that he’s the only one and the rest are fakes and non believers will go to hell. Hmm really something not right there don’t you think. How ironical.

However I think the problems stems from a bad upbringing and a lack of knowledge. The Indian guy was blabbering utter rubbish that was not factual and his bloody English gosh he ought to be shot. Such a disgrace. As for the American I’ve got nothing much to say about people who conform to almost anything and indulge in inbreeding.

Remind me, that this is what I want to do, what I want to prove.

Friday, October 10, 2008

As crazy and wrong as it may seem,
I’m still thinking about you, I still feel you with me
Everywhere I go I see you,
Everything I do you’re right there.
I think it just makes it hard when I think of how fast you moved on.
Its left me with a scar that seems so impossible to heal
And now I find it so hard to believe
When they say they do.
Why am I running after the things I want
Only to run away from things that want me.
Oru poiyavadhu sol kannae
Yen kadhal neethan yendru andha sollil uyir vazhvaen
I’ve learnt life lessons my friend.
I’m gona end both your chapters and never look back.
and unselect the sluts
And till the day I live my dreams
I shall never dare to write another chapter in my books

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Navarathiri

What ill remember about this show, is not what happened during the show but rather the events that occured before the show itself. 2 months of hard practise, mind you we've never practised this hard. The many cock-ups. Blood Sweat Tears and no im not exaggerating it's true. But more importantly how the whole thing has bridged the band together. I'm really happy for that reason. I've learnt alot during the course of the 2 months. As for the show itself it had disaster written all over it when no one i invited turned up. That set me thinking too but nvm. Yet again we were saved by the many sai families and india indians that turned up and showed their support. Made me realise the importance of having ur families' support in anything you do. I also want to thank prabhu and naresh from taalmenz for their support.

What's next?

Anbin theivam and mudhal kanave :D














Thursday, October 2, 2008

i don't wana know, if you're playing me
keep it on the low, cos my heart can't take it anymore.
bleah that's ignorance and i ain't no fool.
its been such a train wreck;
the past years i've seen heard experienced
and the past few weeks have just been crazy.
and the past 2 days the craziest.
and after everything she dedicated unfaithful to me..
honestly how can even the sweetest girls turn out to be such sluts?

I'm aiming for what Jay Z sang, what kumaran's been driving hard at me.


I've got 99 problems, but a BITCH ain't one.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008


These people are running off at the mouth
Trying to convince me that I'm running on empty
Trying to convince themselves that they're right
That what im doing is a mistake and I can't take this
Lemme tell you where I'm at with this
You bastards are gonna have to take back that shit
I'm not plastic and fake
When I say things I take facts and lay them out for the masses
You assholes are gonna see soon that I'm not playing
And start asking me the names that I'm not saying
But I'm trying to be bigger than the bickering
bigger than the petty name calling
under the breath talking
rumors and labels and categorization
I'm like a struggling doctor, no patients
But you can say what you want about me
keep talking while I'm walking away
You people are running off at the mouth
Trying to make me take myself off safety
Trying to make my friends turn their backs on the team we built
building up some mistaken information
and I can't take this
lemme spell it out plain for you
angry groups complain about the things we do
I'm not changing direction, I'm stepping my game up
Maintaining my name, the same way I came up
You're gonna see that I'm not playing
And start asking me the names that I'm not saying
but I'm trying not to mention the names
of people who wanna siphon attention
You like the hype but pretending you're part of the picture wont pass
You're like a high school dropout, no class
You can say what you want about me
keep talking while I'm walking away bitch
Why does it always have to be
Somebody's always watching me
All I really need is some room to breathe
Is anybody out there listening?
'cause I can't stand to keep this in
All I really want, I'll say it again
You can say what you have to say'
cause my mind's made up anyway
I'm taking the high road going above you
this is the last time that I'm gonna trust you
You can say what you have to say'
cause my mind's made up anyway
all that bullshit you talk might work a lot
but it's not gonna work today
i'm not taking off the post
although things have cleared it serves as a reminder
i've endured a emotional roller coaster today
only to come out stronger and i thank god for it
i hope you start to realise i'm not as nice as you think
concentration concentration this is the game of concentration
oh dear listen to yourself you did it again,
you jumped the gun and had it point to yourself
and to dodge the bullets you gave your flimsy excuses
you made shit out of nothing that concerns you.
if you had an issue and you meant well
you could have said it proper, respect.
the bigger person not only ends well, but starts well too.
i have an issue, i slander at will
but your defensiveness makes you linger on the skirts of hyprocrism.
to those who haven't realised
when i blog i dont talk about someone in particular
its more of a collective thought
but if i do want to verbally slap you
i'll make it so pin point obvious that it is you.
and to prove my point,
its people like you elizabeth rani
people like you who push me to superstardom.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008


God..
I watch these girls that love their boyfriends
No matter how bastard the guys are
And how badly he treats her
She still loves him for who he is
And the years spent together
Makes it impossible to leave him

I watch these girls that fall in love with boys
Telling me how they miss their him
How he makes her go crazy
And how she just cant get enough
And even when it all seems impossible
How she doesn’t want to let go off him

I watch these best friends
Over a decade of friendship and more
Memories that they talk about over and over again
And no matter how much a jerk one can be
The other one understands

I watch all these from afar
Enjoying the beauty of love etched in every single moment
But I can’t help wondering where I went wrong
Actually. I can’t help wondering what’s your plans for me.
i took a step back to look at everything around
and i realised how everybody's having some kind of problem
looking for answers so much that they shun the world wanting to be alone
and in the process end up hurting the ones around

we're all hypocrit bastards
laughing at others for their "emo-ness"
but in the end we're guilty of the same shit
i'm not afraid of my weaknesses,
so take of that mask you're wearing and stand tall.

take it from me, no one's gona solve your issue
except you.
so rather than wallowing in self pity
why not search within
trust me you'll find the answer there.

i've lost another one.
things have happened over the few months
but i'm not phased
smiply cos i saw this coming
looking back at time, its more like a cycle in my life
no one has stayed too long, no one could ever come to close.
i've learnt to live my life alone, independent
it's not the best way to live

but fear and phobia will push you into it.
and this time my lips are sealed
i just don't see the point of telling people my problems and worries anymore


but i've rectified one thing,
i'm never gona go out of my way to help someone i like
its just not worth it.

and take it from me, if you're waiting to be understood.
its never gona happen

thank you for the good times,
you were a good friend.

Monday, September 29, 2008

Baracuda Batucada Photo Shoot








Ive told you this once before you cant control me
If you try to take me down youre gonna break
I feel your head crack and it's nothing that you're doing for me
Im thinkin you're a fake, you are that way
Youre always hiding behind your so called goddess
So what, you dont think that we can see your face?
Resurrecting back before the final fallen
Ill never rest until I can make my own way
Im not afraid of fading

Feeling your sting down inside me
Im not tired forever
Everything that I believe is fading

Now its my time
Its my time to dream
Dream of the sky
Make me believe that this place isnt made by the poison in me
Help me decide if my fire will burn out before you can breathe
Breathe into me

I stand alone

Friday, September 26, 2008

seven sins


LUST
porn penn porn penn porn penn porn penn porn penn
Desires temptation the devil within
the downfall of society
Hocus Pocus FOCUS

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

home

Shine-lake of fire
Lines take me higher
My mind drips desire
Confined and overtired
Living this charade
Is getting me nowhere
I can`t shake this charade
The city`s cold blood calls me home
Home it`s what I long for
Back home where I belong
The city - it calls to me
Decadent scenes from my memory
Sorrow - eternity
My demons are coming to drown me
Help - I`m falling, I`m crawling
I can`t keep away from its clutch
Can`t have it, this habit
It`s calling me back to my home

I remember the first time she came to me
Poured her soul out all night and cried
I remember I was told there`s a new love that`s born
For each one that has died
I never thought that I
Could carry on with this life
But I can`t resist myself
No matter how hard I try
Living their other life
Is getting them nowhere
I`ll make her my wife
Her sweet temptations calls me home
Home it`s what I long for
My home where she belongs
Her ecstasy - means so much to me
Even deceiving my own blood
Victoria watches and thoughtfully smiles
She`s taking me to my home
Help - he`s my brother, but I love her
I can`t keep away from her touch
Deception, dishonorIt`s calling me back to my home

Her story - it holds the key
Unlocking dreams from my memory
Solving this mystery
Is everything that is a part of me
Help - regression, obsession
I can`t keep away from her touch
Leave no doubt, to find outIt`s calling me back to my home




Happiness the tangent curve
There’s always a point in your life where you’ll hit rock bottom
Currently I just dug beneath rock bottom and buried myself
I’ve never experienced such a low.
To make things worse, it’s not an event but rather a period
All these fingers pointing at me
Claiming that I’ve changed, every so ready to judge me
Bitch you were never there by my side
So don’t fucking run your mouth aite?
All this pressure’s choking me
The weight on my shoulders making me buckle.
Or so you expect.

Disciplined Rudiments
Abs and Guns
North indian + Rock vocals
Kill the boy
Sundar Kaantham
Akshara Concepts
Pengal Silanthigal
Language
Spongebob the observer
Image
Baracudas
NIE

I’m not who I used to be.
If you think your life’s fucked up think again
I’m not taking anymore excuses, not giving any either
And If you didn’t care, I’m not going to either
Life ain’t roses and rainbows my friends
Its uglier than you think.
And if any of you assholes think you can make it worse for me
Watch your back cos I’ll be coming for you.
Less said more done
Thiru’s changed. Deal with it.
Success is my only motherfucking option failure’s not.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Ujale Bazz - AGNEE

"I have fallen in love with the dreams of the fiery one
I was bound in a cage and now I am ready to fly
Oh Mother.. I made friends of a falcon
Such a flight he flew, that he never came back
Flying here, flying there, we exhausted our wings
We were arrested and fell in love with imprisonment
I have fallen in love with the dreams of the fiery one
Says Firdaus if there were a paradise on earth this is it..this is it"
One of the few and rare indian hard rock songs
Awesome music video
i love the batik details given to the phoenix
More importantly the strong message behind the song
superb.

Friday, September 19, 2008

i really need to stop bobbing my head...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

AEROCRATZ dhool 2008

I've never attended a mediacorp show live before. Top that i never attended a big dance competition either, for the fact that i am not a fan of the local indian dance scene.
So what made me go and watch Dhool 2008 live? Its this group. AEROCRATZ.
Yes i maybe a bit biased cos i have friends dancing from the group. Yet i know that if you watch the clips below you too will have your views changed.

What i like. Their commitment and passion. Their drive to be different and unique. Their readiness to sacrifice and their pool of fans, family and members supporting them.
Common indians just like you and me they're not perfect, they too hone the typical habits of indians. Yet i say they stand as role models to the indian society.

For their quarterfinals they did the instrumental version of THUMBE VA by ilaiyaraja. A piece in the raagam kaapi. Their theme was inspired by the ugly duckling. They were able to present the song with such feelings and the message came strong and clear. A really good attempt at contemporary dance.

As for the semifinals they did the popular 80's song tholvi. Nobody would have guessed that you could dance to such a slow piece but yet again they proved us all wrong. I infact had my doubts but in the end i was moved to tears by their performance. They were in the song and they were able to bring the audience into the song too. Truly commendable.

As a whole the dhool show's pretty good. Kalaiselvan's effort at bringing the youth indian society is commendable BUT there are these few uncouth indians that are too shallow to realise this.
An indians strongest and weakest point is his mouth. For that fact i commend VADI, not only for his excellent hosting but also for being to tell these people in their face that they should shut their gap.

From the bottom of my heart i wish AEROCRATZ all the best for your finals. rock on =)

a revolution awaits...

semi finals

quarter finals

Sunday, September 7, 2008

kanavugalil vazhnthuvittaen iruthivarai,
intha sogam indru sugamaanathu
oru varamaaga ni thanthathu.
oaoraru kayangal yen vazhkai paadama?
ini theeyai vaithu yeritthalum yen nenjam veezhuma?
too many. just too many
enough of this emotional rollercoaster.
and though they ridicule he has a point
not ready for a serious relationship, just go with the flow
but rather i'de like to spend some time on myself
improving myself
disciplined rudimentary excercises.

DISCIPLINED RUDIMENTARY EXERCISE 1


Saturday, September 6, 2008

"The Last Goodbye"

I don't believe you
And I never will
Oh I can't live by your side
With the lies you've tried to instill
I can't take anymore
I dont have to give you a reason
For leaving this time
Coz this is my last goodbye
It's like I hardly know you
But maybe I never did
It's like every emotion you showed me
You kept well hid
And every true word that you ever spoke
Was really deceiving
Now I'm leaving this time
Coz this is my last goodbye
I've gotta turn and walk away
I don't have anything left to say
I haven't already said before
I've grown tired of being used
And I'm sick and tired of being accused
Now I'm walking away from you
And I'm not coming back

Friday, September 5, 2008

weird
no really weird
she had to prove her words, dont bet with a saggie

i've never had someone been this sweet to me.
you know who you are and you're truly appreciated
life has taught me alot,
never to judge a lesson in time i've been educated about.
and you have been full of surprises ever since day 1.
i say when you give without expecting
you will recieve tenfolds
a blessed future with joy and laughter to you =)

Thursday, September 4, 2008

an evening at BLU JAZ CAFE
with the baracudas (jiv justin joanne ian faz larris)
and of course who else but sharania
went to watch LILA DRUMS perform live there
it was an african percussion ensemble
i'de like to call it djembe sex, sweet.
its totally inspired me to a whole new level
how an instrument can truly be spiritual
and how the djembe really should be played
a night of african rhythms i will not forget
and oh yea happy birthday justin bitch.


Tuesday, September 2, 2008

sudha ragunathan


tomorrow's vinayakar chaturthi
and there i was the eve of it at senpaga vinayagar temple
watching south indian classical music's best perform live
SUDHA RAGUNATHAN
such a treat and i have sai vignesh anna to thank for it
like he said, a mix of popular hits
raagam names flying everywhere
i learnt alot that day
and i heard my fav songs, kurai onrum illai and bo shambo
i maybe quiet, but thats cos i want to be like the sponge
absorbing everthing around me and not letting a single word out.
that doesnt mean i don't know
it just means i choose not to say.

Saturday, August 30, 2008



performed for don's friend's band, DANNY REJOICE it was really a pleasure working with the 8 piece band
what grabbed me was the fact that they were willing to do anything for music
and they had the backing of family and friends
a rare thing in the indian community
they spent 2k just on the show itself and the shocking truth
it was just a 2 hr segment of a tamil camp in newtown sec
just to show the kids what music really is about
kudos to prathap and dinesh
i sang what i would call "neruppu songs"
hey aatha, aasai nooru vagai,kodampakkam area.
lol really not me but i actually had a gd time
and i learnt a lesson in entertainment.
oh and the last picture was when i danced with one of the auntys on the dance floor
cos i was approached by the students to dance but i din want to.
that reminds me. the warmth of the aunties hai hai.
truly music and love.

Friday, August 29, 2008

question:
are you living the LIFE?
or
are you living the LIE?
the difference lies in a single alphabet
yet the difference holds great magnitude

i don't want to live a lie
so i'm gona sit down and analyse
gather some will from god knows where
and fix this shit.

Monday, August 25, 2008

your repititions of how nothing will last forever
and so would this
has finally etched itself into my mind.

thiru's MIA for the moment
he's gone in search of his dreams.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

i'm supposed to be studying but at the moment there's so much going through my head.
I sincerely thank god for helping me through my FIT paper and the friends who cared and wished.theres actually a HELL alot of things that have happened in the past few months that i have not updated about. i will after my exams k.

im losing my fitness touch and i dont like that. on the other hand i freaking despise running. how like that? that plus my freaking low metabolism rate. and exam stress makes you eat like no tomorrow i swear.

over time i have met so many musicians. many have inspired me and many have disgusted with equal magnitude. i honestly cant imagine a life without music and i dont mean this in your typical "oh musics life, i miss music, music is soul" bull crap. over time i've learnt how music basically sums up in two words. Discipline and passion. If god gave you the gift of being musically inclined and you're not doing anything about it, honestly shame on you.
Im running around chasing my music dreams. There was this time in my life when i was so crazy about it i used to blabber "drums,guitar,djembe.sing sing" when i was sleeping.
But god loves to test i guess. I want to state here for all my friends. Music and friendship are 2 different things. Yes they might overlap but they are individual entities. Friendship can make your music lazy and from experience i say this. My whole band became lazy and its depressed me so much. It actually shattered my world. Yet i know my ethics. I still hold on to these friends in hope one day things will work out.
I have to stop worrying about others and concentrate on myself for now.
DJEMBE AND HINDUSTANI VOCALS.
for once in my life i took the chance of being superficial. why in the world do we things that will hurt us unknowingly? i still dont get it. How can someone be so emotionally shallow. You're just another lesson learnt girl.

the world arounds quite shattered and everythings a mess.
i'm trying to pick up the pieces and put them back together.
Before you can love someone else
You need to learn to love yourself
and for that you need to accept yourself for who you are.
At the moment im learning and learning.
i admire the phoenix, trialed by fire only to be reborn.

Friday, August 15, 2008

cardinal avenue

this is cardinal avenue
an amazing rock band in singapore
thats been making big in the local rock scene
from really humble beginings
john on drums
faris on lead guitar
prahlad on vocals and rhythms
and this french chinese guy called brice who plays bass
and happens to be a best friend of mine
from being real tight as friends
now their musics really getting tight too
their sounds matured so much
its a real inspiration to see this guys
plus its really my kind of fused rock
a bit of maths a bit of new age a bit of punk and really heavy beats

Cardinal Avenue will be playing live at Scape this saturday
They're the headliners
and also catch them at Baybeats
and go listen to them at http://www.myspace.com/cardinalavenue
awesomeness.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

he stands tall, his guru watching over him
and when i took this picture i could only ask
that he too would watch over me.
and now i pray...
that I will complete my diploma properly
and that I will enter NTU-NIE
to become the teacher i've always wanted to be
that I will be strong when it comes to her
i've come to realise how self obsessed she is
looks count for shit my dear
so i pray you do have a good side to you
or else this ends here.
that I find a job now to support myself
and to pay for my education
that i stay focused
i cannot afford to to be distracted
i've only got one shot at this
and finally i thank you for a friend like sharania