akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Thursday, April 24, 2008

went for NP's Baracuda Batucada auditions.
got selected thankfully.
i'll be playing the djembe
it's like a dream come true i've always loved batucada
passionate street wild drumming
and the djembe i've always wanted to learn

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

say hi to ELIZABETH RANI's shoe people
its a PURPLE and GREY in colour MOOOJIII sneaker
oh and the HOT PINK SOCKS
haha :D

Sunday, April 20, 2008



the guys of this generation kids are damn lucky
i counted 4 babes when i entered this class la
yes they are only nursery and kindergarden
but still. omgg especially that shobana
such a beauty.
and i love teaching music to their class
its really heart warming to see them pick it up so fast
and singing out with all their hearts and a smile on their face =)

Saturday, April 19, 2008




Random update:
2nd week into school.
3rd years seems promising.
no really it does
first week was slackness cos there's no tutorials
but we had the CCA fiesta
you can see the hockey booth with the 3 power puff minahs
it was a success to all of us i guess


and in all WTFness.
JACQUELINE GOH got her driving license and a JEEP to go with it.
and she's like what barely 1.5m? wthhhh
yea SHE'S A CHICK with a dick haha
thats JEEP is like a guy's wet dream sia. other than the colour la :X
congrats jacq.bleah

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

i'm about to stereotype big time
i'm about to let my perceptions that have emerged and grown through experiences
dictate this post.


பெண்கள் சிலந்திகள் ஆண்கள் பூச்சிகள்

I never knew the magnitude of this statement till today.
I can't believe how slowly it hit me
Maybe because i didn't want to believe that it was true
but the facts are straight
they want the badass jerks who treat them badly
they'll do anything it takes to get what they want
but the bigger problem is
they don't know what they want
and in the end when they get hurt
they'll turn to the few good ones
men be fools to let this be a pattern girls ride on
like their menstrual cycles i ain't takin shit.

பெண்ணை நம்பி பிறந்த போதே தொப்பில் கொடிகள் அருபடுமே

மண்ணை நம்பும் மாமரம் ஒரு நாள் மாபெரும் புயலில் வேறறுமே
உன்னை நம்பும் உருப்புகல் கூட ஒருபோதுன்னை கைவிடுமெ
இதில் பெண்ணை மட்டும் நம்பும் நம்பகம் பின நாள் வரையில் பின் வருமா?

in the blocks you released your beast
you ravaged my humanity and left me with nothing
i gave with faith and expected nothing
nothing except your loyalty
but like an animal you couldnt settle down and your greed overcame
and with fresh meat you shifted
stories of tents and best friends stained this love
yet you turned and pointed fingers at me
not realising your lips were stained your pants undone
all tell tale signs i was watching from afar
and it took me a year to get me over it
as everyday my body burned in thoughts of another touching you
the very thought sparked flames across my soul
but the winter frost of my numbness iced it all
காமம் என்ற மூன்று எழுத்தால் காதல் என்ற மூன்று எழுத்து அழிந்தது...

innocence kills
a chapter i finished mastering just today
i'm a slow learner pardon me
your fair skin and radiant glow i trusted
the complexities of our unlapping lives that somehow intertwined amazed me
i made you a part of me
but i forgot to look at the signs
love gives the blind eyes, only to gorge them out cruelly
like any other you trusted the poison and drank it as a cure
while i cut your veins and sucked it all out
reality woke me to spit it out and move away
yet thoughts of you rocked me gently to sleep
thats when today,
how you chidlishly commented the need for artistic skin distortion
it rocked my inner being and woke me up
for that's when i saw the side of you i've been lying to myself didn't exist
i drew an image of you and believed that it was you
and you played along well
enough.

this has nothing to do with love
it's everything to do with venus
i do not care for what you think
or will have to say about this
this is nothing but a reminder for myself
சிற்பமான பெண்ணிருந்து தேடி ஓடும் மாணிடா

அற்பமான மாதறோடு ஆசை கொல்வதேனடா?
take away desire and all thats left
vendetta.


Sunday, April 6, 2008

On the behalf of thiru kumaran. we have decided to put some life in dis blog. finally happy entries....




ermm... uma says: drug addict. sharania says: drunken
but we still laus yew dei!!


the only two gals hu he loves alot. more then any other gal in his life.SO FAR. or so he claims. we still have have yr msg dei. so dun lie.

okie. dis is wad happens when boredom strikes uma paramatheva and sharania navalan. we decided to spice up ppl's life. today's target was thiru. well if it makes him feel any better, we luv yr voice. BUT stop torturing the harmonium and d guiter. LEAVE IT ALONE.

yrs sincerely
uma.hot.
sharania.cute.
muackz.
i bet yew regret giving yr password.