at this very moment
i'm very worn out by everything that has happened
i've silently watched as others paraded
about themselves and about others
how great they are, or think they are
been in the middle of triangles
but in all i've stayed a silent observer
i've assessed and picked out what i need
yet every time i try to instill
i somehow fail or get distracted
worse is the feeling of being stabbed by ungrateful people
frankly i'm tired
it would be nice to have someone to knock some sense into me
or a few reassuring words would do
but no time for that
the concoction should be ready soon
no sugar no spice
just every single damn thing i've seen and experienced
but somehow i just cant get it all together
