IC 958
Indian Airlines
Destination: Bangalore
Travel Purpose: Trip to Puttaparthi
Duration: 21st to 31st July 2007

Yeap i'll be gone,
skipping school
missing my hockey finals.
Dont miss me dear,
cos just maybe you'll realise
when i'm gone :)

ok so the whole weeks just been SUPER DUPER RUSH
guess why..

I CUT MY HAIR SUPER SHORT. AND I'M CLEAN SHAVEN
IDEAL SAI YOUTH mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

SHF Hockey League Div 3 Semi Finals

SCC vs Tornados Anza

4 -1

Lesson learnt: More important than your biceps, triceps etc, are your ear muscles.

One ear in. One ear out

And then off to jurong point to meet the Kumaran, Sai, Shiva,Logan Rekha, Jivi, Sharania

From there we dropped jivi from the squad. She had to go somwhere important *AHEM*

Off to shiva's house where we sat by the pool and talked.talked talked.

One of the times i can really take my mind off.

Rekha kumaran and sharania left around 11

Me Logan Sai stayed on to overnight at shiva's

and my GOD. Logan snores like a pig i tell you.

i love these people tho :)

but what am i to do when the exodus takes place?

Heaven on Earth

ECD over, so what's next?

of course HEALTH and LIFESTYLE MANAGEMENT

-.-

Its a pass or fail module, hence the minimal effort put in by the group

So we came up with this Heaven on Earth concept

We offered:

Herbal Tea

Free Massage

Free HUGS ( My personal fav :D)

Of course There was the very important SOUND THERAPY

And the fact i was FREE for a day was just too irresistable ;)

ECD

consequences of falling sick:

no gymming

no hockey

no tabla

no singing

missed classes

missed TEST

been a boring week. but i just got my ECD Bazaar pictures from brice.

ECD Bazaar

the "Chindian" stall

selling indian finger food and SUPPOSE to be chinese stickers

oh ya and of course HENNA thanks to my darling sharania ( i owe u)

The owners: yong lian, brice , spencer, thiru

It started out very rocky, but in the end we managed to break even and even earn some profit ($2.50 each). hahaha but it was actually thanks to the henna. YES WE ADMIT RANIA. :P

the stall
me. yong lian. emo panda
indian.chinese.and a cross breed brice's photostyles

sharania's art works

test me, not kill me.
a late morning dream, of something that felt so real
so real it reduced me to tears
so real it shattered what's left of me
when my eyes opened to reality.
and the truths i've burried deep down in me
managed to claw right back up
they've got a tight hold on my neck and heart
and once in awhile they give me a real good squeeze
killing me slowly but surely
either i let them kill me, or i liberate these truths of mine
only to destroy what we have now

point of breakdown

point of breakdown

PHYSICALLY, that is

cos i've been fighting it off the whole week

but yesterday my systems crashed

and thus resulting in the infamous

FLU FEVER SORETHROAT COUGH BODYACHE

but like that's gona stop me. tsk.

I've learnt 3 important lessons

Never push your own limits for someone else

Because they will presume thats your comfort zone

It all started with a punkass trying to scold me on the feild

And rather than the usual " ok ok np"

it came out as "@#$% just play ur game man"

So there. Some people really dont deserve ur kindness

SO JUST GIVE IT TO THEM i say.

The bus driver who asked to see my ez link card

in such a rude fashion

1) i was listening to bhajans 2) i was sick

i should have put him in his place,

but the 2 reasons stopped me.

which comes down to the next point

practicality over superficialness

this to all preachers who dont practice

sssssshhhhh k :)

I've decided to look at life in a very practical way.

A bit of rebel is good. To fight for what you believe in

and not for what others tell you to.

And the last,

controling the EYES and TONGUE

looking down while i walk,

and choosing not to let words out

has helped me SO much.

And so i realised,

all this kept within me sparked a controlled rage inside

but i spit it all out now, and now i burn like the sun

but i have to be careful, i nearly burnt the innocent

for you, 1 2 3 4 5 just so much

i can't anymore

prove to me

SCC vs CSC
6 - 0

And so we're through to the semi finals
Which is next saturday.
Prob is there's src 4 -a- side on the same day.
Choice?

And then off to EHV at the temple.
The team wore GREEN cos its EARTH DAY
We had a fruitful meeting,
one without the usual distractions.
But alot of complications have arised.
While the core 3 stick together,
the others are faltering.

But have faith,
cos if the end journey on every one's mind
is synchronised as one
Then sooner or later,
things will fall into place :)

SRC 4-A side that got canceled and postponed to the following week
All thanks to the rain -.-
And so i left for my WYC Conference meeting
followed by bhajans,

Rasa Vilola Nandalala
Radha Madhava Nandalala
Nandha Kishora Nandalala
Navaneetha Chora Nandalala

i'm gona have to train harder the next time.

And the night wrapped up with soccer

with our seniors

its been awhile since i played upfeild

AYE Street Soccer Court

faster recover la shiva!

Happy Birthday Oh Gerard is gay William!

anjana karpa sambootham

kumaram bramacharinam

dustagraha vinashaya

hanumanthaya upasmaye

.om shri hanumate namah.

GYM
SCC TRAINING
NP TRAINING
PROJECTS
ASSIGNMENTS
TABLA
VOCALS
SADHANA

bhajans, hockey matches, exams, src 4 a side, EHV classes coming up soon
so all seems swell doesnt it?
it is actually.
but then.
i get so easily torn up inside
due to insecur...SShhhh
nope.
i don't die so fast.
i have a habit of coming RIGHT back at you.
out of tune, yeap but take a spanner and tighten those nuts and bolts of mine
and everything's just gona be swell
hell yeah :D

i'm sorry
i din mean for this to happen
but circumstances tend to force decisions upon us
decisions we regret, but cant help to make.

Where did I go wrong,

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

you were an angel to me

and im glad we met

its best this way i agree

and i wish all the best for you

and just remember to listen to your heart

:)

i see the improvements
and im happy with myself
although i'm a bit disillusioned now
i'm sure he'll answer me
sooner, or later.
so lets keep it going eh.

i'm thinking of you

start

the start of a new week
plans made and ready to go
blast off!

you there! yes you.
stop pointing fingers around
and wake up
yes i have my limits too
dont push em :)
so stop living in your fantasy world
and let reality hit you.
b4 i'm gone =)

pantomime

In my fantasy
I'm a pantomime
I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean

Words are too messy

And it's way past time

To end in my mouth

You're my deep secret

I'm your pantomime

I'll just move my hands

I promise you'll see what I mean...

ssshh silence

dont say anything no more

for actions simply speak louder

or i just simply choose to keep it within myself

cos as the world around me shrinks,

its actually expanding by folds

its just been UP and DOWN lately

but then i realised

we say more when we say nothing at all

its all working out fine now

and i can only thank u god

so lets keep this up eh

bringing silence to focus.