point of breakdown

point of breakdown

PHYSICALLY, that is

cos i've been fighting it off the whole week

but yesterday my systems crashed

and thus resulting in the infamous

FLU FEVER SORETHROAT COUGH BODYACHE

but like that's gona stop me. tsk.

I've learnt 3 important lessons

Never push your own limits for someone else

Because they will presume thats your comfort zone

It all started with a punkass trying to scold me on the feild

And rather than the usual " ok ok np"

it came out as "@#$% just play ur game man"

So there. Some people really dont deserve ur kindness

SO JUST GIVE IT TO THEM i say.

The bus driver who asked to see my ez link card

in such a rude fashion

1) i was listening to bhajans 2) i was sick

i should have put him in his place,

but the 2 reasons stopped me.

which comes down to the next point

practicality over superficialness

this to all preachers who dont practice

sssssshhhhh k :)

I've decided to look at life in a very practical way.

A bit of rebel is good. To fight for what you believe in

and not for what others tell you to.

And the last,

controling the EYES and TONGUE

looking down while i walk,

and choosing not to let words out

has helped me SO much.

And so i realised,

all this kept within me sparked a controlled rage inside

but i spit it all out now, and now i burn like the sun

but i have to be careful, i nearly burnt the innocent

for you, 1 2 3 4 5 just so much

i can't anymore

prove to me