akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Tuesday, July 10, 2007

test me, not kill me.
a late morning dream, of something that felt so real
so real it reduced me to tears
so real it shattered what's left of me
when my eyes opened to reality.
and the truths i've burried deep down in me
managed to claw right back up
they've got a tight hold on my neck and heart
and once in awhile they give me a real good squeeze
killing me slowly but surely
either i let them kill me, or i liberate these truths of mine
only to destroy what we have now