akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Thursday, June 12, 2008

theres a reason behind everything
they way i feel the way i react
and possibly the way i behave so carelessly infront of you
yes i may have 3 others of my kin, all girls infact
but yet i consider you as a sister
and i've loved you as one too
which is why i reacted this way after seeing the photos
i could care less, but than all of the above would mean nothing

unless thats what you want, cos then i won't give a fuck
cos i'm tired of making things work.
making people love me.

nallavanai iruntha kaalangal
oru payanum illamal mudintha payanangal
ivai yellam yenni parkum bothu

ithu varai vazhntha vazhkai yetharku?
verum manithanaga vazhnthu parpom va.