the present prospective past

try to forge your future
the dreams you hope to make true
but shadowed constantly by fears
fears emerged from the errors of the past
a past you still fight to make peace with
resulting in an inability,
an inability to do, do the things you should be doing
an inability to say, say the things you should be saying
an inability to feel, feel the the way you should be feeling
but who's to say what's right?
one leg in the future
one leg in the past
and you pee on the present...
from quavers to crotchets
been living it so off the beat
what i'm trying to say is
basically fundementally
when i close my eyes, no i don't see any girl like don does
but yea that's the thing. i don't see nothing
it's the future that gives me the jitters
and the past that gives me a stabbing pain
and so the present just passes me by every second
and i don't seem to have any control of it
nor where i'm heading i don't know

but in all honesty,
i'm happy where i am
cos i have seen the things i shouldnt have seen
and done the things i shouldnt have done
leaves me with nothing but in truth, everything
pain gives you something you can set your sight on
i've got something more to say
but sharania wont be able to read more than 2 mins
so lets give her a break =)