akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Sunday, June 29, 2008

i wrote that in hope
but she wants honesty
and right now things just moved from fuck to fuckER to fuckEST
so yea i don't give a shit

your excuse was timely at that moment
but right now it's a bit over-rated
i don't mean to compare, but if so i should have reaked hell in your lives
you are matured enough get yourself together

and you.GROW UP

i'm begining to wonder if the family does feel my absence.

are you just another pretty face?

discipline sweat attitude commitment initiative
and the basic love for music
i read your blog and i take that as my signal to let go
let me remind you that age happens to be only a number with no value attached
maturity has nothing to do with age

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAGU

baracudas
its been a painful journey till now
swollen hands and bruises
but every minute i'm learning
and true role models to look up to
true musicians

the fruits of hockey:
a stick to the knee gives you a swollen knee
and an elbow to the jaw grants you immense pain
nice.

the bitching stops here.
i'll never let another person's perspective affect mine
i'll never let the poison get to me
i've seen what it can do

if i confuse so be it
its getting a tad too much, the need to be understood
at the moment i feel like just letting everything go
droppping dropping dropping
a lesson SJI taught me
theres no other way than UP when you hit rock bottom
and i'm not trusting any single one of you
i'm doing this solo