bbq

i cant put in words how i felt
in truth im actually lazy
so let the pix say it all
ill just leave u with some details eh?

venue: pasir ris bbq pit 10
date: 13th oct-14th oct
event: bbq cum stay over
the present: thiru,sai,shiva,kumaran,ragu,logan,uma,sharania,loges,sharma, sanjeevi,shameni,murali

THE US

the fartistics,

the edits

Oh ya, and the picture of the day :D

funny how you chase after the things that you desire for, the ones that you love
and in that processs you're actually running away
from the ones that desire you, that truly love you
ottam than ore ottam than, nam vazhkai inge ottam than
silar munpuram silar pinpuram
run ruN rUN RUN

back to that song again for the nights to pass

indrani d/o chellaiya
u r such an ass

I've got another confession to make

I'm your fool

Everyone's got their chains to break

Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head

Without your noose

You gave me something that I didn't have

But had no use

I was too weak to give in

Too strong to lose

My heart is under arrest again

But I break loose

My head is giving me life or death

But I can't choose

I swear I'll never give in

I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?

Its real, the pain you feel

The life, the love you'd die to heal
The hope that starts the broken hearts

You trust, you must

Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend

I'm no fool

I'm getting tired of starting again

Somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?

I swear I'll never give in

I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm your fool

So many things i've learnt just over the course of this week

The complications of relationships

So many things screaming in my head

That i just need to let out

Friday night dinner with pravin,vithya, valerie and shaza

Being able to accept one for who he is, now thats true friendship

And you've got to be a lucky bastard to have such a friend

Expectations only result in disappointment

So why then expect?

Sensitivity only resulted in cold wars

So why feel when others dont?

Master ur feelings

and maximise what you can get out of each relationship;

Saturday Night Aarathana Show

Thank you Indrani for the day =)

And it was a pleasure being acquainted with the RP Folks

Its been so long, and i thought i would be rusty

but that Magic Touch i still have

The joys and wonders of limitless no restricted freedom

to be able to be myself

and enjoying what i do best

Now here's the world for my taking

make me KING

Tuesday Chills at Shawn's

Shawn. Indra.Shana.Nitia. And yes me

Super big house, KFC, Underworld, Truth or Dare(urgh)

Simple fun.

Notes to the Some;

in a lifetime of giving to the 2 i loved

you've been the only sweet who gave me so much

the only one who went out of your means

in just a short time

but i want you to know

that wounds take time to heal

and mine's not ready yet

i've set fixed and focused on what i want

and im all out to take what's mine

maybe not now,

let's see what the future holds

dear machan,

no matter how big an ass you can be

i'll nva let the cold war take place again

cos you're the chellamaana fatty i need

to you

so look at what my drowsy cough medicine do

it made me over emotional to a point

i just spilt everything out in an embarrasing way in an sms

the point is

i know how i feel, and you now noe how i feel

but i have no clue about wad you feel, and i wonder if u you noe wad you feel

i'm ready to face anything now

so its really up to you.

and to you guys,

some initiative please

im not gona beg anyone for anything

cos i trust you're matured

just dont cross lines here

im not in the mood :)

I've got another confession my friend

I'm no fool

NP vs VJC

Lunch with the guys at jurong east
and then off to a friendly match

NP vs VJC
4 - 0

After weeks of trying to meet up and jam we finally did
the Ngee Ann Hockey Club
showing that its not only about sticks and balls
we could have been more prepared la
but nonetheless it was 2 hours of messy musical fun

The ensemble was made up of;
Thiru -Drums (RAAAWRR)

Hanif- Lead Guitar Kengleong- Rhythm Guitar and ASS who blocks my face from the camera
Gerard - Wayang Singer
Nan - Bass
Pebbles - Upcoming Drummer and Vocalist
Ruz - Official Fan Club and Photographer





Now i'm gona show you a sneak peak into our session

Its proof to how badly prepared we were

And how 1 year of not playing the drums has made me suck at it

haha.

wrong move

and so i've decided

lets not go weak on it and stay strong

You enter and close the door behind you

Now show me the world as seen from the stars.

If only the lights would dim a little,

I'm wary of eyes upon my scars

politically correct statements
so learn to mute that microphone
for it is in solitude that fortitude is built
how fragile relationships are, i'm still learning
but i guess monsters best dwell in the dark
i'm not going to speak into the microphone yet
for i await the arrival of the angel
to lift this curse.

till then i ride on hanumad power.

KUMARAKHOR!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUMARAN!
So the machan's finally 18.
We celebrated his birthday at mount faber right after bhajans
Stupid dick sensed it la. But at least he played along.
hmm Sharania's a good organiser la
Hence from now on she's Akashic Records event organiser
And oh her mom is Akashic Records Baker
And her father is Akashic Records Transport Provider
wooooot :D
Well kumarakottai, i wish you all the best in your life
And hopefully you'll start maturing as fast as you roll on the tabla
Kyabath bro ;)

And yes WELCOME BACK UMA
hahaha
To the group:
Once kumaran's done with his promos we'll be having recording sessions so please be practising
And oh ya look forward to the BBQ cum Stay over :)

*whispers*
dont worry INDRA, i'll never tell anyone that i was refering to you k
;)

someone complained my blogs very dry
never update bla bla
so thanks to that lusty and kinky someone, who's keeping me awake now
im here to say that i've finally redone my blog
and im quite proud if it =)

you take too many things for granted
and i'm sick of it.

when the world around you comes crashing down

it seems so impossible

the memories that haunt and taunt

make it even harder

so yeap i'm on my knees again

totally messed up

but interestingly all it took

was that msg and call

those words of expressive true concern and love

from that chellamaana fatty girl :)

something so small that goes so far.

i'll nva say die

although im in a volatile state

things dont seem too clear

but im putting my faith in hardwork and time

life's fucked me bad

and now i just simply want my revenge

Blood of a Bitch

blood of a bitch
anger spited by the world around
The hoes and players
The egomaniacs and mofos
You don’t have saints walking this land anymore
So play the game like you should
Step out of the shadows and see eye to eye
Get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
And get the dirt of your shoulder
dormant in the shadows of my dharma i've been
for just too long
although i fear this anger might lose control
for now i do need this change;

Its simple
I hate the you're my bestfriend material not boyfriend shit talk
i hate the girls who just dont seem to get it, that some guys are assholes
i hate the egomaniacs who take advantage of ur kindness
I hate the assholes who put their chin up high by putting others down
and all this hatred just seems to grow grow into a nice warm fire
and so i feel dharma in this age has to be dished out in the most practical manner;

I know i can be what i wana be
If i work hard at it I'll be wat i wana be
Im putting in my utmost best
and im holding onto faith
patience is the virtue neccessary here;

the very sight of you and him that day
churned my heart mind and body into a senseless concortion of mess
you don't seem to realise the whore that you are
for i've helped you even by stabbing my own heart
and yet u took advantage and took a chance at medling with my heart
to forgive is divine
but i think ill just play the devils advocate in this case eh
dont worry, you'll noe wad i mean very soon;

no matter how much i try
i just cant hate you and put you in the distance
the things you've done hurt but your innocence shys you away from the truth of ur actions
i love your innocence
yet it kills me
i hate ur stupidity for he's a bastard
yet i have to be mummed like always
like a curse i love you more than anything in the world
but lets just bottle it up like a genie in a magic lamp
for i know its just not meant to be;

krishna madhava madhava krishna

brindavana sanchari shyama gopala

jaya madhusoodhana jaya nandalala

jhulana jhuley merey sai nandalala

sometimes krishna, i wonder why?

and what's wrong?

but i guess i'll just never know.

and oh btw, if you're gona quote me as emo, FUCK YOU :)

weeks
and weeks
of jamming
and practising
and it all comes down to tomorrow.
and after today's sound check
i'm riding high on waves of hope.
akashic records.
make or break

This weeks review;

MONDAY
Gym

TUESDAY
Happy birthday BRICE
Cineleisure with brice and lynn
SCC Training

WEDNESDAY
Secret
Ngee Ann Training

THURSDAY
Gym
Went to watch Ratatouille with the Hockey Peeps

FRIDAY
Jamming with Sai
NP Pitch Training

SATURDAY
Hangover induced by 5 days of consecutive working out
the aunty's gone.hmmm

i'm having abit of a tussle with myself
trying to revert back to my sadhana (discipline) plan
its tough. even tougher with a messy room that haunts you.
Cos thats my first daunting task.
To clean my room. seems so impossible.
haha

Personality conflicts within myself.
Its like doing a master mixing on a equaliser.
u gota balance the treble bass echo gain bla bla..
Problem is im losing grip of the situation.
FINE so im feeling abit on the lazy side.
Gota kick myself back into action.
errr but right now. ill just go laze la
buahahha :x

some rest. love. assurance.
oh ya and a epiphany.
that'll do :)

Friday jammings are the bomb.
So the band's going through much of a makeover.
The genres. The instruments.
We have chosen to rename our band inlight of our exposures to higher order music.
Akashic records?Aksharas?fukc?(kumaran suggested that)
The addition of drum box with the combination dholak. aha oho
And jia jies jang jazz chords that at first distort the song
but later when refined adds beauty.
kya bath
And here's a little sneak peak into our jamming sessions.
Dont worry, you're not gona find anything constructive there
Its just one of our randoms :)
Click on TEST-undefined

2 aussies and a SGian

Sooooo tired.

Sooooo sleepy.

Soooo messed up lifestyle.

but who's complaining :D

Everything has been on impulse.

Cos basically im trying to catch up on some rest

But it seems impossible with my friends around.haha

Ragu came down to my house and picked me up on his bike

Went for a cheap thrill ride which had no purpose.

He ah. thinks he's some hell rider.

Cool shades biker gloves all.

Then we met shiva and rania at bukit batok for dinnner

And as usual we made an impulsive decision.

To stay over at shiva's house.

I had to drink coffee just to stay wake.

The late night acoustics

The distorting of my photo

The bluff

The sharania fearing me and ***ing
buahahaha

Oh ya and did i mention. loads of photos taken. woot.

credits to sharania for taking and editing the top photo :)

YES. i love u asses.

YEssaaahhhhh

its over. finally some fresh air :D

but my whole body's so screwed thanks to the damn exams

less than 6 hrs sleep in 3 days

and eating at odd timings.

so basically im not in the best of moods.

First course after exams,

head straight to cine to chillax

XBOX. CS. basically letting of the steam

BRICE.LYNN.ZHIWEI.DEAN

and i seriously think lynn isn't straight man.

but she's a good counsellor. lol

And these pics are from lynn by lynn, which is why you will see that she appears most

haha.

ahh yes. my tagbox.

a place where the freedom of expression noes no limits

first and foremost i would like to give credits to my dear ah ng for helping me create it =)

And since i've been having difficulty accessing it i'de like to thank sharania for helping me keep a lookout :)

lately, i've recieved much compliments from people i don't know

and i am very much grateful to you.

I decided to have this tagbox knowing the disadvantages it poses, but yet i went with it.

All because i'm very open to comments.

This falls into advantage of those trash talking uncouth beings out there who try to settle scores with me through the means of a tagbox.

Not to bark back at the barking dog.

That is the standards expected.

But i'm gona take this opportunity to address all those who take cover behind their moms skirts and throw paper aeroplanes at me, in hopes of crushing me.

When you throw a boomerang you have to realise that it comes back at you and to be able to handle it is an acquired skill.

Something you couldnt learn living behind that skirt all these years. I hope you comprehend the analogy.

Cos simply,

Reversing my name cannot reverse who i am my friend.

Now i publicly make an invitation to any soul out there who desire and crave a piece of me.

If you want me, come and get me.

I've chosen not to reply these comments, but neither will i delete them. And i'm not going to indulge in Drerogratory or Abusive terms to hit back. But in the terms of the pantomime, here's a Thank you for your effort =)

half way through hell
2 papers done with 2 to go.
my not-so-productive-nor-happening lifestyle to fit the exams is getting to me
sleeping at 12 and waking up at 4.30 to study just screws up the whole system
and when this is all over
im gona get this vendetta of mine settled.
=)

EXAMINATIONS
something that translates to the devil himself
with the power to just suck the life out of a human being
leaving him to feel so empty and lifeless.

Its not the exam itself, its the time period
Just screws up your whole system.
Either i study. Or i stone
I cant bring myself to do anything other than that
Oh ya and theres the prospective thinking
All the "IM SO GONA DO THAT AFTER MY EXAMS" thinking
starts up a fire in me ya noe. a silent fire though.
and its in this very volatile period of life
that GOD will want to test you, poke at you.

FINE. poke at me la;
poke at my family tree
poke at my frens
poke at my retrospective thoughts
poke at my left ear
poke at my declining physique
poke at my desires
poke at my fear of the exodus
poke at my faith in YOU
poke at my resilience against these cheap whores that throw themselves at you
poke at the crumbling walls around me
bleh

Company Law, Business Law:
Incorporation - Treating the firm as a seperate legal entity
Theres a lot to learn from this you know,
not on a superficial note but deeper.
In life, you have to learn to treat your body as a seperate entity from the soul.
In this way you stay unphased by the things that happen around you or to you.
Never to let Plague or Pride affect you.
And that's a true leaders important quality.
Take it from the Hero of 300. So cool. So unphased.
Be attached to your body and you're bound to suffer.

This is the reason why i have actually ceased to EMO
Although sometimes spirits do get dampened.
But as fast as they come, they go.
and nows its all about being
AWESOME 24/7 365

sun

EHV at bhavans international school

Teaching the kids to sing bhajans today

p1-p2 ( sharania begged me to come to her class and teach)

p3-p4 ( monkeys i tell you)

p5-p6

Surprisingly i felt shack after it all ended. But very satisfying :)

I totally despise having this ear infection
Keeps coming on and off.grrrr
and everything around me seems to come to a standstill
I cant get myself to do anything
and now my bodys overheated
but i still have my faith in the REDOXON vitamins i bought
Exams around the bend.
The setting are perfect for me to break down.
But like i promised myself
Never to let Plague or Pride affect me
i'm still going at it.
=)

sometimes you get so lost

in the concerns about the ones you love

that you forget about the ones that love you

and i thank GOD for realising this

stone
you're one of a kind
unreciprocated love would flicker out
but yours never did
for how much you cared
i owe you more than any

dear lazy bum

im s o r r y :(

just rem

rain or shine

im still gona be here next to you

i promise :)

Like passing clouds

Things come and go

So learn to appreciate and enjoy

what you have till it lasts

and smile for the promised rainbow is there waiting for you

embrace it and be happy :)

Always be cheerful and content

Parthi Boy

After being constantly NAGGED by that SHARANIA ass i've decided to update my blog.
I've not been lazy, just busy :P
I actually have too much to say.
About my trip to bangalore, india
That shall be a seperate post on its own, when i have the time that is.
But my my my my my,
the changes have been just glaringly obvious
and im loving it.
A new me, so to say
and there to stay.
So they hencforth know me by the name PARTHI BOY
muahaha:P

So basically for those who have been asking,
My name's thirukkumaaran
im 19
im in NGEE ANN POLY doing Business studies
YES music gives me orgasms ( longer than the ones pigs have)
YES i have a spiritual inclination
I aspire and perspire to do LAW
YES i love hockey and soccer
NO im not attached and NO im not interested anyone. sheesh
and YES YES i love my white army
including that sharania-ass ,uma(mia) and shameni(workaholic)
And most importantly, a strict believer in
Sanatana Dharma

God You think, God You Are

Dust You think, Dust You Are

AS You Think, So You Are

Think GOD be GOD

ok ok b4 i begin, if anyone viewed a post b4 this one that sounded entirely gay
IT WAS SHARANIA D/O NAVALAN's work!!
grrrrr
you wait you dawg. i'll get you.

IC 958
Indian Airlines
Destination: Bangalore
Travel Purpose: Trip to Puttaparthi
Duration: 21st to 31st July 2007

Yeap i'll be gone,
skipping school
missing my hockey finals.
Dont miss me dear,
cos just maybe you'll realise
when i'm gone :)

ok so the whole weeks just been SUPER DUPER RUSH
guess why..

I CUT MY HAIR SUPER SHORT. AND I'M CLEAN SHAVEN
IDEAL SAI YOUTH mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

SHF Hockey League Div 3 Semi Finals

SCC vs Tornados Anza

4 -1

Lesson learnt: More important than your biceps, triceps etc, are your ear muscles.

One ear in. One ear out

And then off to jurong point to meet the Kumaran, Sai, Shiva,Logan Rekha, Jivi, Sharania

From there we dropped jivi from the squad. She had to go somwhere important *AHEM*

Off to shiva's house where we sat by the pool and talked.talked talked.

One of the times i can really take my mind off.

Rekha kumaran and sharania left around 11

Me Logan Sai stayed on to overnight at shiva's

and my GOD. Logan snores like a pig i tell you.

i love these people tho :)

but what am i to do when the exodus takes place?

Heaven on Earth

ECD over, so what's next?

of course HEALTH and LIFESTYLE MANAGEMENT

-.-

Its a pass or fail module, hence the minimal effort put in by the group

So we came up with this Heaven on Earth concept

We offered:

Herbal Tea

Free Massage

Free HUGS ( My personal fav :D)

Of course There was the very important SOUND THERAPY

And the fact i was FREE for a day was just too irresistable ;)