akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Charukesi Part 2

Although a Carnatic raga, it is a common belief that raga Charukeshi is a new entrant to Hindustani Classical Music. It exists in the Hindustani style as Raga “Chandramauli”, but was probably popularised by the Carnatic style & therefore has become popular as “Charukeshi”
Raga Chandramauli or Charukeshi as it is known today is a late night melody.

What am i trying to say? Nothing big actually not like i know much about indian classical music. But from the vague knowledge that i have acquired what i can say about Charukesi is that im fundementally in love with it. Someone told me that this raag depicts a loss of a loved one. It sure has a melancholic touch to it. I guess that's why i relate alot to it.
There's a reason i'm righting this post (ahem attn: mr Viggy Wiggy)
Music means more than life to me that it so becomes my life. Thus i tend to relate it to my life.
I'm sorry if i have offended strict classical musicians but wadeva la eh? I've put some stuff related to charukesi below.


So what's next?
Im looking for a bassist
Actually anyone interested in joining a indian rock band
I'm trying not to limit myself. Definetly not after that talk i had.
And remind me to remind myself ok?
Music means Discipline Discipline Discipline...

Sunday, May 25, 2008

charukesi

S R2 G3 M1 P D1 N2 S
i've come to realise that like the first 2,
you too will become my weakness
a 3rd
one i just can't afford.
that i actually liked you after knowing this
leaves me astounded
not cos of the fact that you resemble the moon's reflection
but more of your tenacious character interwoven with the dreaminess of a child
i dared the pisces paranoia that grappled me
it helps that you don't give a shit
history shall not repeat
and i believe in the laws of attraction,
inner mutual attraction.
i won't let you become another charukesi

Friday, May 23, 2008

Aathma geetham

Aathma Geetham
A classical performance by Unni Krishnan
topped with free tickets. awesome
Charukesi, Pantuvarali
Neravals and Varnams

Krishna Ni begane, Kurai Ondrum illai, Brahmamokate
I can't say more la
Carnatic rhythm section is mind boggling. Can't freaking keep time
The way they play with numbers.
I love unni's voice.
Yeaa thats him..blur eh sorry

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Happy 25th Birthday Don Aravind Rajah
(DARrrrrrrr MAMA)
God bless you and your endeavours
Make good films
Make good music
Be a good uncle to us
And may you grow to emulate the one and only true hero
namma CAPTAIN VijayKanth.
25 seems like a good number
lets achieve our musical aspirations shall we?
we're all in this together man =)

Thursday, April 24, 2008

went for NP's Baracuda Batucada auditions.
got selected thankfully.
i'll be playing the djembe
it's like a dream come true i've always loved batucada
passionate street wild drumming
and the djembe i've always wanted to learn

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

say hi to ELIZABETH RANI's shoe people
its a PURPLE and GREY in colour MOOOJIII sneaker
oh and the HOT PINK SOCKS
haha :D

Sunday, April 20, 2008



the guys of this generation kids are damn lucky
i counted 4 babes when i entered this class la
yes they are only nursery and kindergarden
but still. omgg especially that shobana
such a beauty.
and i love teaching music to their class
its really heart warming to see them pick it up so fast
and singing out with all their hearts and a smile on their face =)

Saturday, April 19, 2008




Random update:
2nd week into school.
3rd years seems promising.
no really it does
first week was slackness cos there's no tutorials
but we had the CCA fiesta
you can see the hockey booth with the 3 power puff minahs
it was a success to all of us i guess


and in all WTFness.
JACQUELINE GOH got her driving license and a JEEP to go with it.
and she's like what barely 1.5m? wthhhh
yea SHE'S A CHICK with a dick haha
thats JEEP is like a guy's wet dream sia. other than the colour la :X
congrats jacq.bleah

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

i'm about to stereotype big time
i'm about to let my perceptions that have emerged and grown through experiences
dictate this post.


பெண்கள் சிலந்திகள் ஆண்கள் பூச்சிகள்

I never knew the magnitude of this statement till today.
I can't believe how slowly it hit me
Maybe because i didn't want to believe that it was true
but the facts are straight
they want the badass jerks who treat them badly
they'll do anything it takes to get what they want
but the bigger problem is
they don't know what they want
and in the end when they get hurt
they'll turn to the few good ones
men be fools to let this be a pattern girls ride on
like their menstrual cycles i ain't takin shit.

பெண்ணை நம்பி பிறந்த போதே தொப்பில் கொடிகள் அருபடுமே

மண்ணை நம்பும் மாமரம் ஒரு நாள் மாபெரும் புயலில் வேறறுமே
உன்னை நம்பும் உருப்புகல் கூட ஒருபோதுன்னை கைவிடுமெ
இதில் பெண்ணை மட்டும் நம்பும் நம்பகம் பின நாள் வரையில் பின் வருமா?

in the blocks you released your beast
you ravaged my humanity and left me with nothing
i gave with faith and expected nothing
nothing except your loyalty
but like an animal you couldnt settle down and your greed overcame
and with fresh meat you shifted
stories of tents and best friends stained this love
yet you turned and pointed fingers at me
not realising your lips were stained your pants undone
all tell tale signs i was watching from afar
and it took me a year to get me over it
as everyday my body burned in thoughts of another touching you
the very thought sparked flames across my soul
but the winter frost of my numbness iced it all
காமம் என்ற மூன்று எழுத்தால் காதல் என்ற மூன்று எழுத்து அழிந்தது...

innocence kills
a chapter i finished mastering just today
i'm a slow learner pardon me
your fair skin and radiant glow i trusted
the complexities of our unlapping lives that somehow intertwined amazed me
i made you a part of me
but i forgot to look at the signs
love gives the blind eyes, only to gorge them out cruelly
like any other you trusted the poison and drank it as a cure
while i cut your veins and sucked it all out
reality woke me to spit it out and move away
yet thoughts of you rocked me gently to sleep
thats when today,
how you chidlishly commented the need for artistic skin distortion
it rocked my inner being and woke me up
for that's when i saw the side of you i've been lying to myself didn't exist
i drew an image of you and believed that it was you
and you played along well
enough.

this has nothing to do with love
it's everything to do with venus
i do not care for what you think
or will have to say about this
this is nothing but a reminder for myself
சிற்பமான பெண்ணிருந்து தேடி ஓடும் மாணிடா

அற்பமான மாதறோடு ஆசை கொல்வதேனடா?
take away desire and all thats left
vendetta.


Sunday, April 6, 2008

On the behalf of thiru kumaran. we have decided to put some life in dis blog. finally happy entries....




ermm... uma says: drug addict. sharania says: drunken
but we still laus yew dei!!


the only two gals hu he loves alot. more then any other gal in his life.SO FAR. or so he claims. we still have have yr msg dei. so dun lie.

okie. dis is wad happens when boredom strikes uma paramatheva and sharania navalan. we decided to spice up ppl's life. today's target was thiru. well if it makes him feel any better, we luv yr voice. BUT stop torturing the harmonium and d guiter. LEAVE IT ALONE.

yrs sincerely
uma.hot.
sharania.cute.
muackz.
i bet yew regret giving yr password.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast the truth
Don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in L.A.
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing
I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I'll never lose what I had as a boy
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

Monday, March 10, 2008

teeja tera rang tha main to
teeja tera rang tha main to…
jiya tere dhang se main to
tu hi tha maula tu hi aan
Maula mere le le meri jaan
Maula mere le le meri jaan……
kya bath.the beauty that is this song.
as if working alone from 8 to 6 is not bad enough
and having lunch alone with totally no contact to anyone
now i'm loaded with tons of work to do
this sucks big time. make it end.
i'm thinking of you
yes you, surprisingly
is it politically incorrect if i said
that i miss you?

Friday, March 7, 2008


iNCUBUS live @ fort canning park
opened by SAOSIN
incubus being one of my favourite rock bands
mostly cos of their very experimental kind of music
and also their technicality that most don't realise
and this is where it begins
most of them don't realise.
Although it was an awesome show,
oh and an expensive one too (127 bucks to be precise)
And the fact i got to be directly infront of the stage sweetened the whole experience
atleast that was what i thought
untill the crowd starting moshing and pushing from the back
lets be more specific
it's gona get a bit personal now, but wadeva
when i meant CROWD moshing i meant
dumb mother****ers with totally no logic or EQ
the mats to be exact and the occasional ang-moh/chinese/indian punkasses
no really, what's with you wana-be rock fans?
where's the meaning to good music when u start behaving like animals
thinking that pushing and shoving others and creating havoc is very musical
picture this.
take an idiot from that crowd. and put him all alone
then take a frail looking girl and ask him to punch and shove her
he would'nt.
but when all these dumb mats come together they lose all logic
and the music must seem to intoxicate them.
And so indirectly their actions hurt so many of them.
I know because i was at the front and i saw countless amount of girls fainting and vomitting.
getting thrown from here to there.
It's not that i couldn't handle the heat man, just think of the weak who can't protect themselves.
I'm a huge fan of rock, but after this i detest the local rock scene totally.
The whole scene was such a mess. Such a shame
That's just not what music's about my friends.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008


Kalaipitthargal Show
One month of ideas and 3 proper jammings
One shot at the road to music
And with god's grace i safely say
the best day of my lives will be from henceforth after tonight
the performance to us was awesome
technicality aside, i enjoyed the chemistry and soul
it was like icing on the cake to see us on the news
You know the warm tingly feeling you get inside
when you see your dream piecing itself together
hmm i think it just might be that i'm feeling
i've uploaded videos on youtube so please do chek it out
forgive the singer he was nervous :x

Friday, February 29, 2008


AKASHIC RECORDS
Ok ok so the band's gone through yet another EXTREME MAKEOVER i would say
i'de like to once again welcome DON , SEELAN and MURALI for joining us.
We had our first official jamming on saturday 23rd Feb at anaki records chinatown
the place is awesome.
things are looking quite good. i'm not going to say much
lets just wait for things to unfold themselves eh.
but i must mention
1) murali's an awesome drummer
2) don's uncle wisdom always comes in handy
3) SEELAN'S CAR ROCKS!!!!!
see for urself la. AUDI CONVERTIBLE balls
.







i think i'm stable enough now to do a decent post.
angsts aside.

So what's been happening.
SHARANIA LEFT FOR AUSTRALIAaaaaa
she'll be back in a months time though
i hope she gets me something nice haha

ATTACHMENT
sucks. Picture this.
8.30 - 6pm
NUS Enterprise centre
Job Scope: data entry (WTF)
Pay: $450 a month = $2/hr ( i get paid cheaper than a gigolo man)
Worst part is i'm ALL ALONE
no friends. and worse even if i want to mafe friends i can't cos there's just no one around
i'm just stuck to my desk doing data entry.
!@#$%^&

but on a happier note things have been going real good for the band
that shall be my next post :D

Monday, February 25, 2008

builld castles in your dream
and smash them when you're about to finish
thanks for waking me up

Sunday, February 24, 2008

hell begins tmr
attachment at NUS
8-6 weekdays till 12 April
and i ask where's my angel?