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my parents said,
i look very skinny and shagged
am i going thru an emotional prob?
LOL. maybe its my beard
or maybe...

couldn sleep the whole night
my stomach felt like it was on fire
and that gave me time
to make my thoughts even heavier

things are way better now
and i'm really thankful
but although it's back
there's this jealousy.sorrow.anger
down in the depths of heart
at first i simply couldn comprehend why,
cos it was SO stupid of me to feel so
then it hit me yest.HARD.
that there's actually a grey spot
that i din realise
circulating around 2 issues
i don't noe why this is happening
but forgive me
cos i've understood
and now i just need to be understood
and the answers can simply be found
lying around in the past.
but still, i'm gona be the same
till the day u realise.
hopefully, i don't wear out :x


just like how,
you tempt a child by giving an ice cream
and then when it's about to eat it,
you grab it
and throw it away.


at that point of time
the everyday battles,
so i asked god for comfort
and when i was going to believe he did give me,
and it was time to rest
i realised he actually gave me another test
haha he's weird
but only he noes wad's best for me :)
take it with a smile
cos it's an opportunity for me to shine
and i've realised

just like fire,
from a distance they enjoy my heat
but when they get closer it gets too hot
they get burned
and then they leave.