akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Tuesday, April 3, 2007

fire


something happened in the morn today
something that sparked the anger in me to burst
it's affecting me so very badly
i'm in alot of pain, my head hurts
but i dont understand why
and 4 hrs of playing the tabla is not helping
it's always been YOU and THEM
but now slowly i feel the ME creep in
can't help but to feel selfish
i'm starting to realize how manupilative and ignorant ppl can be
angers me
had enuff of excuses
open ur mouth
it's time u choose
cos i swear im super super super pist

sharon's line got cut
logan's leaving tmr
and soon so will vashi
warmth in solitude i need...