akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Wednesday, April 4, 2007

detached

my mom
terrible outburst today
admire my dad's patience
but this is why i strongly feel
that woman were given the position MOTHER as a gift from god
and they shouldn screw it up becoming aspiring millionaire businesswoman
like my mom

i dont and can't blame u or anyone
cos its like a curse put on me
even if i don't do anything
somehow something will screw up
and pull me far away
afraid to say anything more
just need some time alone

but maybe, HE's teaching me the art of
detachment...