akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Sunday, April 15, 2007

sara sara

i don't noe wad to say
one of the most sweetest things that has happened to me
and i can't thank you enuf sara
although you're a complete stranger
the faith you have in me.
and the fact you want to see me smile
appreciate it. =)

and now to inform
for those who have asked with much care and concern
about these rantings of pain
spent some time reflecting
and i realised
that im actually the HAPPIEST person alive
and i have everything i need, and even more.
only the best you see.
come on. i spent YEARS in hell due to my ex
and now i face that devil practically everyday at sch
i'm actually stronger than i think
i guess i've just been too humble :P

and as such, a pinch of arrogance is neccessary in life.
however. there is a damn that's stopping this river of joy from flowing.
and my patience is thinning out faster than i expected
my hands are tied cos the situations are just not right.
i'm amazed at my strength to hold on.
but soon, i'll have to let you noe
and you'll get to meet me the other me.
the anger.
and i pray you'll understand me.