so here's a lesson to be learnt
the first time this happened to me
i experienced hell
but only to realise the
heaven that it brought along later
but now i fell in the same pit again
i was on the right track
just on the wrong train
i'm clueless as to why it had to happen
all i noe is that if i dont realize
than im just a dumbass
that the absence of females in my life
looks to be quite essential
for its a curse put on me
blame me for not believing the astrologer
i have to arm myself against these illusions and desires
but i pray these feelings do not develop to become
hatred for the opposite kind.
my habit to love and give as much as i can
may be why u called me angel,
but now its gona get tough
cos my wings just got ripped off

love is not a feeling that comes and goes
its something that comes and grows
the beauty and splendour one cannot describe
for such is the magnitude it has on one.
i thank you for giving me the opportunity
to feel that magical bliss :)
i loved, not to be loved but only to give what i could
my feelings never change
for i am the same, b4.now.forever
the same
thiru