akshara;
the imperishable, unchangeable and indestructible
the very word,letter, syllable
the pranava OM
the dettatreya trinity of brahma vishnu and shiva


so here's my thoughts amplified
this colloquy that i have with myself now here
the search for the things that remain constant in this life of changes, the things that are imperishable
yet cherishing the most simple things in life that may seem so unimportant and small but add beauty and colour,
to seek out the unfathomable, powers beyond our wildest dreams
the sanatana dharma to be upheld,
and the karma that we cannot run or hide from for it is the very equation we need to balance out
and hence the very reason of our existence
with a mic up my soul let the story unfold,
the past be forgotten and a new tale told.

यत्र यत्र रघुनाथ कीर्तनम् तत्र तत्र क्रित मस्तक अन्जलिं बष्पावरी परीपूर्ण लोचनम् मारुतिं नमश्च राक्षस अंतकम्।




Friday, April 6, 2007

hello panda :)

i'm glad
the akwardness is over
and the ice is broken
but altho i'm suppose to be happy
cos i've got my bearship back
but then why am i... :(

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

Love is such a beautiful thing
Something i admire so much,
but then why does it spark so much of
jealousy, hatred, anger, sorrow
when i hear ppl share with me their love for sumone else

maybe its cos of the betrayal...

Funny,
I can't seem to apply the advices I give to others onto myself

I pray,
For the strength to fight on
And to stay focused
For the wounds to heal quick
And for that hopefully,
An angel would have been born
Just for me

to unlock wad's in my heart
and to show me what i have truly never experienced
But to be honest,
I’m not counting on it :)