performed for don's friend's band, DANNY REJOICE it was really a pleasure working with the 8 piece band
what grabbed me was the fact that they were willing to do anything for music
and they had the backing of family and friends
a rare thing in the indian community
they spent 2k just on the show itself and the shocking truth
it was just a 2 hr segment of a tamil camp in newtown sec
just to show the kids what music really is about
kudos to prathap and dinesh
i sang what i would call "neruppu songs"
hey aatha, aasai nooru vagai,kodampakkam area.
lol really not me but i actually had a gd time
and i learnt a lesson in entertainment.
oh and the last picture was when i danced with one of the auntys on the dance floor
cos i was approached by the students to dance but i din want to.
that reminds me. the warmth of the aunties hai hai.
truly music and love.

question:
are you living the LIFE?
or
are you living the LIE?
the difference lies in a single alphabet
yet the difference holds great magnitude

i don't want to live a lie
so i'm gona sit down and analyse
gather some will from god knows where
and fix this shit.

your repititions of how nothing will last forever
and so would this
has finally etched itself into my mind.

thiru's MIA for the moment
he's gone in search of his dreams.

i'm supposed to be studying but at the moment there's so much going through my head.
I sincerely thank god for helping me through my FIT paper and the friends who cared and wished.theres actually a HELL alot of things that have happened in the past few months that i have not updated about. i will after my exams k.

im losing my fitness touch and i dont like that. on the other hand i freaking despise running. how like that? that plus my freaking low metabolism rate. and exam stress makes you eat like no tomorrow i swear.

over time i have met so many musicians. many have inspired me and many have disgusted with equal magnitude. i honestly cant imagine a life without music and i dont mean this in your typical "oh musics life, i miss music, music is soul" bull crap. over time i've learnt how music basically sums up in two words. Discipline and passion. If god gave you the gift of being musically inclined and you're not doing anything about it, honestly shame on you.
Im running around chasing my music dreams. There was this time in my life when i was so crazy about it i used to blabber "drums,guitar,djembe.sing sing" when i was sleeping.
But god loves to test i guess. I want to state here for all my friends. Music and friendship are 2 different things. Yes they might overlap but they are individual entities. Friendship can make your music lazy and from experience i say this. My whole band became lazy and its depressed me so much. It actually shattered my world. Yet i know my ethics. I still hold on to these friends in hope one day things will work out.
I have to stop worrying about others and concentrate on myself for now.
DJEMBE AND HINDUSTANI VOCALS.

for once in my life i took the chance of being superficial. why in the world do we things that will hurt us unknowingly? i still dont get it. How can someone be so emotionally shallow. You're just another lesson learnt girl.

the world arounds quite shattered and everythings a mess.
i'm trying to pick up the pieces and put them back together.
Before you can love someone else
You need to learn to love yourself
and for that you need to accept yourself for who you are.
At the moment im learning and learning.
i admire the phoenix, trialed by fire only to be reborn.

cardinal avenue

this is cardinal avenue

an amazing rock band in singapore

thats been making big in the local rock scene

from really humble beginings

john on drums

faris on lead guitar

prahlad on vocals and rhythms

and this french chinese guy called brice who plays bass

and happens to be a best friend of mine

from being real tight as friends

now their musics really getting tight too

their sounds matured so much

its a real inspiration to see this guys

plus its really my kind of fused rock

a bit of maths a bit of new age a bit of punk and really heavy beats

Cardinal Avenue will be playing live at Scape this saturday

They're the headliners

and also catch them at Baybeats

and go listen to them at http://www.myspace.com/cardinalavenue

awesomeness.

he stands tall, his guru watching over him
and when i took this picture i could only ask
that he too would watch over me.
and now i pray...

that I will complete my diploma properly

and that I will enter NTU-NIE

to become the teacher i've always wanted to be

that I will be strong when it comes to her

i've come to realise how self obsessed she is

looks count for shit my dear

so i pray you do have a good side to you

or else this ends here.

that I find a job now to support myself

and to pay for my education

that i stay focused

i cannot afford to to be distracted

i've only got one shot at this

and finally i thank you for a friend like sharania

Watch the sunrise

Say your goodbyes

Off we go

Some conversation

No contemplation

Hit the road

Car overheats

Jump out of my seat

On the side of the highway baby

Our road is long

Your hold is strong

Please don’t ever let go oh no

I know I don’t know you

But I want you so bad

Everyone has a secret

But can they keep it

Oh no they can’t'

is it wrong to be born with good looks
but not be equipped with the ability to flirt?
is it wrong to refuse a pack of cigs and a beer
and drink coke and eat a pack of kinder bueno when you're stressed?
is it wrong to be able to do almost everything
and yet be humble about it?
is it wrong to be better than others
but yet treat them with respect?
is it wrong to have a strong conscience
and feel sensitive towards every damn thing?
is it wrong to be born indian
and to have to put up with the narrow-minded chinese?
is it wrong to love without expecting anything in return
but to get stabbed back in return?
is it wrong to lead
but end up having a bunch of lazy retards to follow you?
is it wrong to have a conversation with your mom about her life
and end up feeling lonelier than ever?
is it wrong to like a girl
just for her looks?

is it wrong being me?

you tell me...

love.

you cannot define pain
its not something that you can hold in your hands and show to someone
yet i know something that can give you an experience
to enjoy pain in its most fullest form
that something will take place
when you lose the one that you love.

an electrical surge that overcomes your body

it will bring you to your knees
like a broken dam, the tears flow
your breathing becomes heavy
your eyes red
your heads swirling in a rhythmic pattern
you think you're going mad and you're going to faint
but god doesnt grant you that gift
instead you will consciously suffer every second of the turmoil
every memory will set off a time bomb
with hurt gripping your heart in a sleeper hold
in that moment all you can do is muster some energy to look up
and let go a whisper
"help me..."

i write this not to emo but rather to educate myself.
for more than a year i experienced this psychotic phase
alone at night in my room locked up so that no one hears me.
but what made me remember all this

was this small framed picture of lord shiva i have
that i used to talk to like a mad man.
i used to hug it tight and go to sleep to remedy the loneliness and fear.
and one day finally upon that picture i swore my five year abstinence from a relationship

many of my peers never fail to remind that i'm a flirt, a slut
i don't deny. i've had too many dates. just too many
people say i fall in love too fast, i'm fickle minded
but the truth lies in here
she was the only one, the rest were just my frantic struggles to seal that void
the need to be loved.

so thiru why are you telling us all this?
havent we heard enough?

who's telling you?
i'm talking to myself.
and there's a difference cos i know my mistakes
but i'm having a tough time rectifying it.
i want to stick to my promise and the fear of that pain reminds me
but at times i go astray in search of warmth and comfort in love
the deal is to stay focused thiru.
at the moment you're too distracted thiru. too many too many
but i don't blame you la, she's hot =)
and she's your other half
but EH no ah thiru.

i have too many dreams and too much of desire to attain them
and i will just watch me.

if you read this post and you just don't get anything
clearly you have never experienced true love
and the painful joy of it leaving you.
the fact that you think of someone constantly
and that someone out there thinks about you too
thats the beauty of it all.
when you love something too much
let it go, set it free
and if it does come back to you then thats true love there.

i want to thank you chu
for those magical years
and for the gift of love,
cos i stand here the man i am now thanks to all this
and i view the world so very differently
cos of that crazy thing called love.

the beauty of the stay over

lied in the fact that it did not feel wrong

and i did not feel guilty

that made the whole thing just very right

i love

the sights and sounds

the fashion statements

the music the night life

the people the scene

more of this please.

solemates

as corny as it sounded coming from your mouth

i'm seeing those words take form in my heart

i don't regret the things that are happening in my life

cos its somehow brought me closer to you

brother.twin.friend.guyfriend.bestie.

whatever it maybe

i want you to know that i cherish you

the future i do not know what it holds

but for the moment lets just enjoy what we have

love =)

" The world is yours ,

but you don't seem to care "

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
SHIVA!

There's another world inside of me

That you may never see

There're secrets in this life

That I can't hide

Somewhere in this darkness

There's a light that

I can't find

Maybe it's too far away...

Or maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here

Right me when I'm wrong

Hold me when I'm scared

And love me when I'm gone

Everything I am

And everything in me

Wants to be the one

You wanted me to be

I'll never let you down

Even if I could

I'd give up everything

If only for your good

So hold me when I'm here

Right me when I'm wrong

You can hold me when I'm scared

You won't always be there

So love me when I'm gone

Roaming through this darkness

I'm alive but I'm alone

Part of me is fighting this

But part of me is gone

i took every single of you
and placed each one in a single cell of my heart
i was prepared to do anything for you'll

so here i go

i dissapear

for most of you just don't care

and your bad move will make things tear

you're a pretty dumb hoe

watch me now as i go

and now you don't.

cos you will live to regret.

shhhhhhhhh
silence

focus

tension.attention please. give me give me.
i don't know what im trying to say
girls girls glamorous girls. nail that bitch
why are you so in your own world? there are others around
bad move my friend
sharania what you said might just come true, blame yourself for talking about it
you you you.FUCK YOU =)
hockey hockey where do we go from here?
oh death metal oh so soothing.
i need help.
no seriously.

Happy Birthday Sharania

Earth to Bella

You think you’ve got it all figured in

Earth to Bella

Everything you know is wrong (well almost)

Earth to Bella

I see where you are not listening

I bear the burden of being the voice that let's you know

We all grow old

And before you swim you've gotta be okay to sink

Earth to Bella

The world can be an unfriendly place

So hold your head up

And do your best to save some face

It’s not so hard

Just undo yourself and see a second sun ascend

it's okay to sink...

i'm writing this for a person

who i've had the most fall-outs with in the shortest period

who has accused me of blogging about her b4 when i didn't

and now i'm doing it, so i hope you realise

as fast as things come, things will go

and i know your tiny pause will be forever

doesn't matter anyway cos you have too much ego

i write this with a reason

like you always say maturity is not a number

yet we all are tied by nature's law

everything has a balance

everything has a time for it to happen

I despise geeks

but i realised that they too have their place in this world

during a meeting i realised the depth of it

how we might not be able to exist without them and their knowledge

so why question the lifestyle of others?

we were all brought down here for a reason

and each reason is special and different respective to each individual

whether or not they find their true calling is up to them

my dad always told me not to resist nature but rather

to live in harmony with it

i respect and admire your passion for self improvement

yet i see hatred fear anger and dissaproval

the key for improvement is love

and i don't mean selective love

" Ok guys stand in a row, you the poser you're out.
ah yes you're my soul mate yes you're in"

nope does'nt work that way. love is unconditional

screw the past and live the future.

i'm not saying this cos i care

im saying it cos i want to.

a moment in time

when you wave a finger across the crowd

to let the mass know what you're thinking

I KNOW I KNOW

why so angsty thiru why?

truth is that i've been having some really bipolar moments

must be mixing with sharania too much i guess =)

so when im UBER ANGSTY i let it all out here

but when im sky high im out enjoying so i don't bother telling

but i've realised i need to change my style of blogging. now

i've been wacking out my issues all at a shot

i need to sit and analyse each, one by one

and i've realised how anoynimity can irritate the shit out of people

i'm gona be more direct in that sense from now

hmm lets see where shall i start?

fine.
i'm NOT your twin
happy?

smile

you're way too beautiful girl

that's why it will never work

you'll have me suicidal

sharania navalan

this update is for sharania.
i love her mom, the way she adores and annoys sharania haha so cute.
and her dad reminds me of my grandpa man
and i noe in the bottom of her heart, sharania loves me
*she better* cos i do =)
this is the first time i did this publicly
she's suppose to be my twin. go figure
and oh yea, i said thanks to acknowledge your kindess
dont' get it?
*hint: go see your msn nic*

and uma i heard you mumble " i missed you la"
hahaha
stop frowning and smiling at the same time k?


i'm at a point of confusion
i rather not saying anything
pull out, regroup and focus.

i wrote that in hope
but she wants honesty
and right now things just moved from fuck to fuckER to fuckEST
so yea i don't give a shit

your excuse was timely at that moment
but right now it's a bit over-rated
i don't mean to compare, but if so i should have reaked hell in your lives
you are matured enough get yourself together

and you.GROW UP

i'm begining to wonder if the family does feel my absence.

are you just another pretty face?

discipline sweat attitude commitment initiative
and the basic love for music
i read your blog and i take that as my signal to let go
let me remind you that age happens to be only a number with no value attached
maturity has nothing to do with age

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAGU

baracudas
its been a painful journey till now
swollen hands and bruises
but every minute i'm learning
and true role models to look up to
true musicians

the fruits of hockey:
a stick to the knee gives you a swollen knee
and an elbow to the jaw grants you immense pain
nice.

the bitching stops here.
i'll never let another person's perspective affect mine
i'll never let the poison get to me
i've seen what it can do

if i confuse so be it
its getting a tad too much, the need to be understood
at the moment i feel like just letting everything go
droppping dropping dropping
a lesson SJI taught me
theres no other way than UP when you hit rock bottom
and i'm not trusting any single one of you
i'm doing this solo

Main Kabhi Batlata Nahin

Par Andhere Se Darta Hoon Main Maa

Yun To Main Dikhlata Nahin

Teri Parwaah Karta Hoon Main Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata Hain Na Maa

Tujhe Sab Hain Pata...Meri Maa

a mother's love.

cursed you are to be deprived off.

i love my family to bits.

but maybe its just best this way.

qn: unworthy? unwanted?

god bless my family.

He said he's falling to pieces
Fighting the boy and the man
Over his shoulder there was freedom
But consciousness has tied his hands
Embodied youth was his distinction
Now inhibition's in demand
So driven by his fear of weakness
That's his key to understand

Trading places in the circle
Turn the glass, spill the sand
They say that time can make the difference
But age doesn't make you a man
Take a look now, see the boy is weakened
Watch him fade, watch him fade away
Take a bow and the boy is defeated
Is this the way, this the way?
So young but overblown

So far in a distant land
There's a fight between boy and man
See the light through the open door
Sit and watch as the young grow old

define maturity. who's to say what's what?
just remember the 3 faces.
the one you think you are, the one others think you are
and the one you really are.
i'm no one to judge, that's why i take everyone for whom they are
but then again i get sick of being judged. being watched constantly
it would be nice to be understood and to be accepted
then again acceptance is a choice i make.

a phase when even heavy metal seems so soothing to the ear

feels like i pulled a bullet from my heart out. bare hands
its a good feeling. i've finally made peace with my past
silly girl fast to say.
judge the iceberg by its tip and you'll get owned.
a smile i give for others to live on
but my heart stays rooted to the ground.focused
i know what i want.
damn right you are my fren, i'll do anything to get it.
call it renegade dharma
it's the new way to live life. and here's a tip i learnt
they like it hard to get.
anyone wana dream out loud with me?

singapore simran

you and i are not so different

we all have a calling, a certain reason we were born for.

if everyone were to be the same there would be no balance.

which is what nature is all about. the perfect balance.

i aspire to lead and dream.

for you the simple life.

it's not how you live it, it's why you live it.

that's they key.

What's been happening
7th June Morning - Soccer at Fico
7th June afternoon to 9th June morning- Hockey Freshman Camp
(Training, Sleeping at 5am and waking at 8am, Campus Runs, Hockey Tournament, BBQs and NATRA'S SMORES)
9th June afternoon -Batucada Practise
9th June evening - Renu's Birthday chalet @ freaking changi
(thanks seelan for dropping me home)
10th June - Woke up in the late afternoon and went out with the family to watch Narnia and then to Fong Seng to eat Dinner ( My mom's Birthday ) P.S i HATE rejections
11th June - Zombied the whole day and then gymmed ( oh and i composed a psychedelic rock piece)
12th June - Hockey Tranining

What's going to happen
13th June to 17th June - Temple tour in malaysia with RAGU
17th June to 19th June - Hockey Intensive Training Camp/ Batucada Camp ( I have yet to decide)
21st June - Akashic Records Intensive Practise


SO basically this is how my holidays gona get burnt
Ever get that feeling when u sleep, and u just dont want to wake up
and when u do u just wana run away
this is the reason why i cannot stand ppl who get tired easily and start complaining

it's humane to sin right?
but why is it that when i do, i feel my guilt prick so hard
that my whole inner being gets broken to pieces

theres a reason behind everything
they way i feel the way i react
and possibly the way i behave so carelessly infront of you
yes i may have 3 others of my kin, all girls infact
but yet i consider you as a sister
and i've loved you as one too
which is why i reacted this way after seeing the photos
i could care less, but than all of the above would mean nothing
unless thats what you want, cos then i won't give a fuck
cos i'm tired of making things work.
making people love me.

nallavanai iruntha kaalangal
oru payanum illamal mudintha payanangal
ivai yellam yenni parkum bothu
ithu varai vazhntha vazhkai yetharku?
verum manithanaga vazhnthu parpom va.

her radiance, so pure and innocent

in all her beauty i get transfixed

and slowly i whisper to the wind

that i love her with every breath taken

in hope that the breeze would reach her

taking my message along

who am i kidding

as much as i want, she's never to be mine exclusively

so like everyone, i too watch from afar

but i noe she'll be there

and i'll be there too

to admire and adore her from the distance

not every love tale ends happily

and this is my secret love story, with the moon.

That's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching
For any sign of the ones he used to love
He says he's got nothing left to live for
And this time I think you'll know

She's just like him
Spoiled rotten, confused by the lies shes been fed
Shes searching for no one but herself
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy that she is here
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone

There's more to this I know

You can make it out

You will live to tell

die mr polar bear

die mr polar bear
epilogue:
fuzzy wuzzy warm and nice
for her he would do the same thing thrice
for her he threw in the dice
for her he was prepared to be meat and spice
but for all the things he did
they just wanted to tear him up and eat him
your kind was meant to go extinct anyway
acting upon emotion pays nothing
doing everything for the one you love says nothing
being strong enough to show your weakness means nothing
why bother watching them closely, over the smallest details just to know more
when to them you're just another face in the audience
die mr polar bear
and so she asked and i pondered, " who's watching over the watch man?"

the present prospective past

try to forge your future
the dreams you hope to make true
but shadowed constantly by fears
fears emerged from the errors of the past
a past you still fight to make peace with
resulting in an inability,
an inability to do, do the things you should be doing
an inability to say, say the things you should be saying
an inability to feel, feel the the way you should be feeling
but who's to say what's right?
one leg in the future
one leg in the past
and you pee on the present...
from quavers to crotchets
been living it so off the beat
what i'm trying to say is
basically fundementally
when i close my eyes, no i don't see any girl like don does
but yea that's the thing. i don't see nothing
it's the future that gives me the jitters
and the past that gives me a stabbing pain
and so the present just passes me by every second
and i don't seem to have any control of it
nor where i'm heading i don't know

but in all honesty,
i'm happy where i am
cos i have seen the things i shouldnt have seen
and done the things i shouldnt have done
leaves me with nothing but in truth, everything
pain gives you something you can set your sight on
i've got something more to say
but sharania wont be able to read more than 2 mins
so lets give her a break =)

Charukesi Part 2

Although a Carnatic raga, it is a common belief that raga Charukeshi is a new entrant to Hindustani Classical Music. It exists in the Hindustani style as Raga “Chandramauli”, but was probably popularised by the Carnatic style & therefore has become popular as “Charukeshi”
Raga Chandramauli or Charukeshi as it is known today is a late night melody.

What am i trying to say? Nothing big actually not like i know much about indian classical music. But from the vague knowledge that i have acquired what i can say about Charukesi is that im fundementally in love with it. Someone told me that this raag depicts a loss of a loved one. It sure has a melancholic touch to it. I guess that's why i relate alot to it.
There's a reason i'm righting this post (ahem attn: mr Viggy Wiggy)
Music means more than life to me that it so becomes my life. Thus i tend to relate it to my life.
I'm sorry if i have offended strict classical musicians but wadeva la eh? I've put some stuff related to charukesi below.

So what's next?
Im looking for a bassist
Actually anyone interested in joining a indian rock band
I'm trying not to limit myself. Definetly not after that talk i had.
And remind me to remind myself ok?
Music means Discipline Discipline Discipline...

charukesi

S R2 G3 M1 P D1 N2 S
i've come to realise that like the first 2,
you too will become my weakness
a 3rd one i just can't afford.
that i actually liked you after knowing this
leaves me astounded
not cos of the fact that you resemble the moon's reflection
but more of your tenacious character interwoven with the dreaminess of a child
i dared the pisces paranoia that grappled me
it helps that you don't give a shit
history shall not repeat
and i believe in the laws of attraction,
inner mutual attraction.
i won't let you become another charukesi

Aathma geetham

Aathma Geetham

A classical performance by Unni Krishnan
topped with free tickets. awesome
Charukesi, Pantuvarali
Neravals and Varnams
Krishna Ni begane, Kurai Ondrum illai, Brahmamokate
I can't say more la
Carnatic rhythm section is mind boggling. Can't freaking keep time
The way they play with numbers.
I love unni's voice.
Yeaa thats him..blur eh sorry

Happy 25th Birthday Don Aravind Rajah

(DARrrrrrrr MAMA)

God bless you and your endeavours

Make good films

Make good music

Be a good uncle to us

And may you grow to emulate the one and only true hero

namma CAPTAIN VijayKanth.

25 seems like a good number

lets achieve our musical aspirations shall we?

we're all in this together man =)

went for NP's Baracuda Batucada auditions.
got selected thankfully.
i'll be playing the djembe
it's like a dream come true i've always loved batucada
passionate street wild drumming
and the djembe i've always wanted to learn

say hi to ELIZABETH RANI's shoe people

its a PURPLE and GREY in colour MOOOJIII sneaker

oh and the HOT PINK SOCKS

haha :D

the guys of this generation kids are damn lucky
i counted 4 babes when i entered this class la
yes they are only nursery and kindergarden
but still. omgg especially that shobana
such a beauty.
and i love teaching music to their class
its really heart warming to see them pick it up so fast
and singing out with all their hearts and a smile on their face =)

Random update:

2nd week into school.

3rd years seems promising.

no really it does

first week was slackness cos there's no tutorials

but we had the CCA fiesta

you can see the hockey booth with the 3 power puff minahs

it was a success to all of us i guess

and in all WTFness.

JACQUELINE GOH got her driving license and a JEEP to go with it.

and she's like what barely 1.5m? wthhhh

yea SHE'S A CHICK with a dick haha

thats JEEP is like a guy's wet dream sia. other than the colour la :X

congrats jacq.bleah

i'm about to stereotype big time
i'm about to let my perceptions that have emerged and grown through experiences
dictate this post.

பெண்கள் சிலந்திகள் ஆண்கள் பூச்சிகள்

I never knew the magnitude of this statement till today.
I can't believe how slowly it hit me
Maybe because i didn't want to believe that it was true
but the facts are straight
they want the badass jerks who treat them badly
they'll do anything it takes to get what they want
but the bigger problem is
they don't know what they want
and in the end when they get hurt
they'll turn to the few good ones
men be fools to let this be a pattern girls ride on
like their menstrual cycles i ain't takin shit.

பெண்ணை நம்பி பிறந்த போதே தொப்பில் கொடிகள் அருபடுமே
மண்ணை நம்பும் மாமரம் ஒரு நாள் மாபெரும் புயலில் வேறறுமே
உன்னை நம்பும் உருப்புகல் கூட ஒருபோதுன்னை கைவிடுமெ
இதில் பெண்ணை மட்டும் நம்பும் நம்பகம் பின நாள் வரையில் பின் வருமா?

in the blocks you released your beast
you ravaged my humanity and left me with nothing
i gave with faith and expected nothing
nothing except your loyalty
but like an animal you couldnt settle down and your greed overcame
and with fresh meat you shifted
stories of tents and best friends stained this love
yet you turned and pointed fingers at me
not realising your lips were stained your pants undone
all tell tale signs i was watching from afar
and it took me a year to get me over it
as everyday my body burned in thoughts of another touching you
the very thought sparked flames across my soul
but the winter frost of my numbness iced it all
காமம் என்ற மூன்று எழுத்தால் காதல் என்ற மூன்று எழுத்து அழிந்தது...

innocence kills
a chapter i finished mastering just today
i'm a slow learner pardon me
your fair skin and radiant glow i trusted
the complexities of our unlapping lives that somehow intertwined amazed me
i made you a part of me
but i forgot to look at the signs
love gives the blind eyes, only to gorge them out cruelly
like any other you trusted the poison and drank it as a cure
while i cut your veins and sucked it all out
reality woke me to spit it out and move away
yet thoughts of you rocked me gently to sleep
thats when today,
how you chidlishly commented the need for artistic skin distortion
it rocked my inner being and woke me up
for that's when i saw the side of you i've been lying to myself didn't exist
i drew an image of you and believed that it was you
and you played along well
enough.

this has nothing to do with love
it's everything to do with venus
i do not care for what you think
or will have to say about this
this is nothing but a reminder for myself
சிற்பமான பெண்ணிருந்து தேடி ஓடும் மாணிடா
அற்பமான மாதறோடு ஆசை கொல்வதேனடா?
take away desire and all thats left
vendetta.

On the behalf of thiru kumaran. we have decided to put some life in dis blog. finally happy entries....




ermm... uma says: drug addict. sharania says: drunken
but we still laus yew dei!!


the only two gals hu he loves alot. more then any other gal in his life.SO FAR. or so he claims. we still have have yr msg dei. so dun lie.

okie. dis is wad happens when boredom strikes uma paramatheva and sharania navalan. we decided to spice up ppl's life. today's target was thiru. well if it makes him feel any better, we luv yr voice. BUT stop torturing the harmonium and d guiter. LEAVE IT ALONE.

yrs sincerely

uma.hot.

sharania.cute.

muackz.

i bet yew regret giving yr password.